when do you get over a broken heart? when does it stop hurting so much? it's been two years--isn't that enough time? am i ever going to trust anyone like that again? do i even want to? sometimes, i think it would be better not to. that 'being alone is the best way to be'. i can't go any further away from her and still she is with me everyday. every day i think of her and every day i cry. it wasn't suppose to be like this... i still can't understanding how it happened. my life somehow seems less real now; that it all doesn't matter so much anymore. but at least the sun and the moon and the stars are still here for me. and the trees and flowers and forests and oceans.... i'm sure you all know what i mean... bye for now. 
blythe:
pleeeeese dont be sad x x x The broken heart WILL heal...i resently had my heart broken..im still with him though ..so i see him everyday and remember what he did...and a piece of my heart that had fixed..just pops open again...but more is fixing than popping (if you know what i mean)...youll get there honey x x x