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So here is what has been happening to me the last couple of weeks.

March 17th, 2007

I thought I had plans with Bob to go to City Club. Bob called me about 4:30ish, day of . and said his car was actoring up. So he canceled ours plans. So I called Josh all sick, and told him to call Liz (the babysitted). Then out...
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Girl Scout ~Jack off Jil





if you want it
did you never want more
the girl scout fell from grace
if you want it
did you never want for more
i spit inside her face
if you want it
did you never want for more
the lines that cut right through
if you want it
did you never want for more
the numbness that was...
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Ok,

Time for me to talk about the things that has happen in the last month.

The only thing I have to say about Josh is simple. I wish he would have told me every thing up front, and not waited until I forgave him.

Now for Ashley. What to be said, first I think your a dirty CUNT! Your all about the chase but...
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This song is how I have been feeling as of late. Jack Of Jill is one of bands I go to when I need music to listen to. Thank them for helping in a hard place.
Autumn



Fear Of Dying
Jack Off Jill
I'm not afraid of standing still.
I'm just afraid of being bored.
I'm not afraid of speaking my mind.
I'm just afraid...
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It kills me to see one of my Best Friends in pain. He's a great guy, and I can't figure out why he can't find someone to love him. He once told me that when his "girlfriends" asked him about the roses in his room, that they are from the best girlfriend in the world.

Maybe that is part of it, maybe You are having...
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well,

If he really doesn't matter to you, any more you wouldn't be making a blog about him. now, would you you. And about the coming back to game Joe has told Josh and myself your not welcome back intill they have a staff meeting next week wednesday, and or intill Ray comes back from his 4 months off. So, once again your a lair....
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Hey all you KH geek,

So jen showed me the Kingdom heart 2 final mix secert ending. And damn 3 is going to but GREAT!! I'm geeking already.

Here even thing I know about the Secret ending of kh2 final mix. I have put the clip on the myspace. Enjoy. :ARRA: Bitches

..>..> ..> E.S.

Enigmatic Soldier:
The Enigmatic Soldier (unofficial acronym: 'ES') is a...
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Well,

the last couple of weeks have been alot of ups and downs.

First work,

June 11th 2007 the Best western Midway was sold. Now we are the Midway Best Western. My managers have been all crazy about this. The whole build is on a 90 day probation. So I'm all stressed out about work.

second the drama queen,

Things are begining to go away....
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well,

Alot of things have happen since I last wrote.

One My friendship with my EX Bob is on uneven ground . now. I'm just sick of being shut out by him. We make plans to go hang out, and he cancels for a bull shit reasons. I need a friend to talk to about problems i'm having with my long- parter, and he can't...
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well,

youmacon, was so much fun. Bob and Lauren came, and we hung out. Things are going good in the world. I have been depress the last couple of weeks. But I thing it is because the weather. I really don't have much I say.

Happy Christmas