Hello my peoples,
So time once again for my one a month update.
Well,
First off myself.
I am doing well.
Work is going ok. Unlike retail, the hotels are in the slow season right now. So I just check people out, make a couple rev. here and there. Read a book, check my email and go home. We are getting a new gm so, it's going to be Steve from the residence inn, and he's getting an upside from AGM, to GM. He will start the middle of December after his Holiday .
Game is going ok. I'm getting upset with theplayers as a whole. They all want to be the hero. But that's not the Sabbat, we are a team, one huge force of hell. Kristen G (lea) is being a pain in my ass. All in all my Nazi desu lady is doing well. RoseMarie will be the most sexy hardcore chic of them all.
I have started working out hard cord, and reading a little more. I also have been doing what Josh and Mark would call Shadow work. And I don't want to be like my Family. I love them very much, but they all have problem I don't want. Examples, Dad is has sugar problems and has high blood pleasure, Mom is over weight, and depressed a lot of the time. Her sisters, and her bitch all the time about there weight but they do nothing about. All talk no action. And Jen, will what can I say. Jen I love you, and I know you are going to read this. I mean no harm, I'm just say it how I see it. She's a bitch. I'm not happy with her. How she thinks "having a back bone" means that she is mean, and angry. I made a joke at thanksgiving, and she couldn't take the joke so Josh and I got the cold shoulder. When she leaved to go to work she said good bye to everyone but us. Josh talked to mom about after she left. And all mom could say was "That's Jen". I'm sorry but that's bullshit, and you know it Jen. That hurt when you didn't say good bye. I all most never see you, and the one day I do, you're a bitch, cuz you can't see the joke. I love you to death, but your angry has to end some time. Sorry got off track, back to my point. I don't want to be overweight, depressed, and angry anymore. Life is too great of a thing to be a sad, angry, overweight sad Panda. I'm doing this for myself, and not for anyone else. No it's not the red fighting the man thing. It's that I'm 23 years old, and it's time for me to start owning up to my shit. I'm not a child anymore, and I can't hide forever.
Second Josh.
Well, I hate it when his on the phone for hours with Mark. OGM, they talk to each other also every day, and if they don't talk he has withdraws like his a crank addicted. But in the end it's all good. I'm just a VERY, VERY high maintenance girl. I know Josh sees Mark as a teacher. So it's go for them to talk. I'm just get all sad panda, cuz Mark won't talk you me like he talks to Josh. Any what moving on, Josh is working some crazy hard shifts. Black Friday he worked 17.50 hours, and that Saturday 11 hours. ICK. Our relationship is doing well. I'm glad ate the bullet, and stay with him. I knew there are people out their, that think I should have left, and I almost did. But for the first time in my life I didn't run away from my problem. I stayed and fixed. For those of you that don't know Josh, it's too bad. He's the great thing that has ever happen to me. He everything I've ever want in a partner. He's loving, caring, funny, sexy, smart, an asshole, strong minded, geeky, odd, a great lover and looks that kill. And thanks to Chaos Theory we are together. I love you josh with all my heart. Oxoxox
Third Friends.
Well,
KP!!!!,
I miss you my BFFL. Only three more weeks, and we can troll the lands again. It's been hard without you. You know I miss you. And once again Chaos got us together too. Odd.mmmm.
Bob,
Your one of my best friends, But sadly we don't get to see each other very much. It's been since February since I have seen you. That to fuckin' long. Your one of the few people that gets me and that I can just hang out with. I hope things with Lauren are going great for you. You don't really tell me all that much anymore. E-mail some time, hell call me. Love you.
Now I leave you all with a tale.
The little devil by David Ruelle
"The little devil, presumably having nothing else to do, decides one day to upset your life. The devil does this by altering the motion of a single electron in the atmosphere. But you don't notice. Not yet. After a minute, the structure of turbulence in the air has changed. You still don't notice that anything is amiss. But after a couple of wees, the change has taken on much larger proportions, and while you are having a picnic lunch with someone rather important, the skies pen and a hailstorm begins.
Now you notice what the little devil has achieved. Actually, she wanted to kill you in a plane crash, but I talked her out of it"
Love you,
Autumn
So time once again for my one a month update.
Well,
First off myself.
I am doing well.
Work is going ok. Unlike retail, the hotels are in the slow season right now. So I just check people out, make a couple rev. here and there. Read a book, check my email and go home. We are getting a new gm so, it's going to be Steve from the residence inn, and he's getting an upside from AGM, to GM. He will start the middle of December after his Holiday .
Game is going ok. I'm getting upset with theplayers as a whole. They all want to be the hero. But that's not the Sabbat, we are a team, one huge force of hell. Kristen G (lea) is being a pain in my ass. All in all my Nazi desu lady is doing well. RoseMarie will be the most sexy hardcore chic of them all.
I have started working out hard cord, and reading a little more. I also have been doing what Josh and Mark would call Shadow work. And I don't want to be like my Family. I love them very much, but they all have problem I don't want. Examples, Dad is has sugar problems and has high blood pleasure, Mom is over weight, and depressed a lot of the time. Her sisters, and her bitch all the time about there weight but they do nothing about. All talk no action. And Jen, will what can I say. Jen I love you, and I know you are going to read this. I mean no harm, I'm just say it how I see it. She's a bitch. I'm not happy with her. How she thinks "having a back bone" means that she is mean, and angry. I made a joke at thanksgiving, and she couldn't take the joke so Josh and I got the cold shoulder. When she leaved to go to work she said good bye to everyone but us. Josh talked to mom about after she left. And all mom could say was "That's Jen". I'm sorry but that's bullshit, and you know it Jen. That hurt when you didn't say good bye. I all most never see you, and the one day I do, you're a bitch, cuz you can't see the joke. I love you to death, but your angry has to end some time. Sorry got off track, back to my point. I don't want to be overweight, depressed, and angry anymore. Life is too great of a thing to be a sad, angry, overweight sad Panda. I'm doing this for myself, and not for anyone else. No it's not the red fighting the man thing. It's that I'm 23 years old, and it's time for me to start owning up to my shit. I'm not a child anymore, and I can't hide forever.
Second Josh.
Well, I hate it when his on the phone for hours with Mark. OGM, they talk to each other also every day, and if they don't talk he has withdraws like his a crank addicted. But in the end it's all good. I'm just a VERY, VERY high maintenance girl. I know Josh sees Mark as a teacher. So it's go for them to talk. I'm just get all sad panda, cuz Mark won't talk you me like he talks to Josh. Any what moving on, Josh is working some crazy hard shifts. Black Friday he worked 17.50 hours, and that Saturday 11 hours. ICK. Our relationship is doing well. I'm glad ate the bullet, and stay with him. I knew there are people out their, that think I should have left, and I almost did. But for the first time in my life I didn't run away from my problem. I stayed and fixed. For those of you that don't know Josh, it's too bad. He's the great thing that has ever happen to me. He everything I've ever want in a partner. He's loving, caring, funny, sexy, smart, an asshole, strong minded, geeky, odd, a great lover and looks that kill. And thanks to Chaos Theory we are together. I love you josh with all my heart. Oxoxox
Third Friends.
Well,
KP!!!!,
I miss you my BFFL. Only three more weeks, and we can troll the lands again. It's been hard without you. You know I miss you. And once again Chaos got us together too. Odd.mmmm.
Bob,
Your one of my best friends, But sadly we don't get to see each other very much. It's been since February since I have seen you. That to fuckin' long. Your one of the few people that gets me and that I can just hang out with. I hope things with Lauren are going great for you. You don't really tell me all that much anymore. E-mail some time, hell call me. Love you.
Now I leave you all with a tale.
The little devil by David Ruelle
"The little devil, presumably having nothing else to do, decides one day to upset your life. The devil does this by altering the motion of a single electron in the atmosphere. But you don't notice. Not yet. After a minute, the structure of turbulence in the air has changed. You still don't notice that anything is amiss. But after a couple of wees, the change has taken on much larger proportions, and while you are having a picnic lunch with someone rather important, the skies pen and a hailstorm begins.
Now you notice what the little devil has achieved. Actually, she wanted to kill you in a plane crash, but I talked her out of it"
Love you,
Autumn