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So apparently the Doctor thinks i might have Fibromyalgia i have to see a Rheumatologist and a Neurologist and they did blood work on me again.The medicine they gave me isn't helping at all. I have to call tomorrow and see if the can change the prescription. But other then that feeling Spiffy!

SO MUCH SHIT GOING ON IN MY LIFE I BARELY HAVE A CHANCE TO STOP AND SMELL THE DAISIES!!

there is so much fucking snow outside that, i can't get out my basement apartment. And to make matters worse it smells horrible down here cause of the fact that my septic pump died and it pushed all the water from the bathtub on to my whole living room part of my hallway and part of my bedroom. It fucking stinks down here.

Had an awesome time at lulu's village pub. Lulu even got me cupcakes!! love she is the awesomest bartender ever.

its about to be my birthday ........... and i'm about to be 24 so i am excited for the new. but also reminded of the retarded shit i have done in my youth.

yay Nikki(bff) is coming over and my baby(michael) will be home in 10 mins i can't wait. its going to be a sexy party!!

bored as hell and horney ... missing my baby... i wish i had him NOW!!!

So i went to karaoke last night. It was amazing got there at 1130 left at 5 am. If anyone is in the Port Jefferson area you have to go to Lulu's Village pub on Sundays and Wednesdays. Its amazing. great bartenders. Lulu makes a Sick chocolate concoction that taste like your having a chocolate Nesquick. Jeff is the awesomest cook .And Jaime is...
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I just woke up at like 12.05 pm. AN i feel like shit! I haven't been sleeping normal times(FELL ASLEEP AT 6 AM) and then i got stupid people texting me saying they wanna come chill ! WTF!!. I NEED TO SMOKE SO I CAN CHILLAX! THE CRYING BABY UPSTAIRS AINT HELPING EITHER! I SO NEED A MORNING PART TIME JOB. AND I HAD SOME...
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