Tonight is another lonely and slow night...nothing going on...and i don't have much to say so here is a song:
First Day Of My Life- Bright Eyes
This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I dont know where I am
I dont know where Ive been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought Id let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said this is the first day of my life
Im glad I didnt die before I met you
But now I dont care I could go anywhere with you
And Id probably be happy
So if you want to be with me
With these things theres no telling
We just have to wait and see
But Id rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
First Day Of My Life- Bright Eyes
This is the first day of my life
I swear I was born right in the doorway
I went out in the rain suddenly everything changed
They're spreading blankets on the beach
Yours is the first face that I saw
I think I was blind before I met you
Now I dont know where I am
I dont know where Ive been
But I know where I want to go
And so I thought Id let you know
That these things take forever
I especially am slow
But I realize that I need you
And I wondered if I could come home
Remember the time you drove all night
Just to meet me in the morning
And I thought it was strange you said everything changed
You felt as if you had just woke up
And you said this is the first day of my life
Im glad I didnt die before I met you
But now I dont care I could go anywhere with you
And Id probably be happy
So if you want to be with me
With these things theres no telling
We just have to wait and see
But Id rather be working for a paycheck
Than waiting to win the lottery
Besides maybe this time is different
I mean I really think you like me
and unfortunately, i didn't write what's in my journal...it's a song by ani difranco, "grey"....it's a bit of how i feel write now.....a total perfect description. hope you are well! Ciao!