blackrosemd1

Why
why am i feeling this
its been so long
I just dont understand.
I know things are going on
that i cant control
but
it seems like im just making things worse
inside my own head
i don't know what to do
i want things to change
but
im a coward
i cant make a change
to many things are in the way
why
would i want to do this
after all this time
i want you
not her
but do i really know anymore
what i want
i dont know
misery seems like company
not the other way around
I guess ill just keep on
this way
it hurts to much not to
it hurts even more not to try
but
at least
misery is familiar