blackrosemd1

blindsided and heartbroken...

Bye Bye Kemper

Si ego agam last uno solis occasum vela antequam super mare aeternitate spe utinam permitteretis me tibi ut quis.

(If I were to spend my last sunset with one person before I sailed away upon the sea of everlasting eternity, I would hope you would allow me that person to be you.)

(Yeah, it's not a perfect translation...but I don't speak latin, and google translate...
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Just got back from Vegas. Need to sleep for about a week. Awesome "business" trip. Think I met my future wife, as well.

So, it's been an interesting couple of months. Got arrested for something that I didn't do. The charges were dropped, but it lead to and interesting situation. I was bailed out by the roommate of my current FWB, Sara. The only condition to her bailing me out was that I had to move in with her and Sara. Well, things are quickly going to hell...
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So...one of my favorite SGs apparently got breast implants sometime over the past few months while my account was inactive. That's a shame, because she was perfect to begin with.

I just don't understand the fascination with big breasts. I tend to prefer them smaller, a handful or a little more, but I know that some women do it because it boosts their self-esteem.

Either...
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Really Kelli? I don't have a part in this fight that you two are having, and now you don't want to be friends anymore because I still talk to and hang out with her? Guess we just weren't meant to be friends then.

You'd think, being 27, that you wouldn't act like a high school kid anymore, but I guess that's not necessarily true.

Haha....how do you move on from someone you know is your soulmate?

Also, how can life be so fucking cruel? Not only to send her back to her ex, but to have her be pregnant by him?

If someone can explain this to me, I will die in peace.

Just wants someone he can watch the end of the world with.

Does anyone out there believe in soul mates?

I'm sure that I have just found mine. Besides being absolutely beautiful, she is caring and kind, and puts the needs of others ahead of her own. She's driven and determined and a total romantic. She's also one of the biggest dorks I've ever met, which is awesome. It's like she mirrors me.

I've known her for...
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A Relationship with me, from my perspective:

Pre-Beginning:

Something I Can Never Have

I still recall the taste of your tears.
Echoing your voice just like the ringing in my ears.
My favorite dreams of you still wash ashore.
Scraping through my head 'till I don't want to sleep anymore.

You make this all go away.
You make this all go away.
I'm down to...
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