blacklace

gah, you know whats the worst? sleeping alone in a bed after being used to sleeping with someone. i hate it. i was babysitting my friends dog for a few weeks and was able to cuddle with her at night which helped. but she went home today : (
now i have no cuddle buddy!!! noooo!!!!
i even avoid going to bed sometimes just because it feels so damn lonely. crap. this blows.