blackjustice

Today was my mother's birthday. It was pretty good. No fighting, no one getting beat up, nothing. just my mother, sister, little cousin and myself enjoying a dinner together. It was nice to see my mother smile. I haven't seen that in years. I'll glad my father gone. None of this would be possible if he were still around.

Today, I decided that I would volunteer at a domestic violence center in my city. Hopefully I get accepted. This I feel, will be the best way for me to heal, and to help others who need to find a way out.

I am a paranoid. I gotta get that shit under control

Sometimes I wonder whether any one I care about actually gives a fuck about me. I losing my fucking mind. I need to release all this built-up anger inside my heart. I need to find peace of mind

I just saw The movie Into the Blue, Jessica Alba looked amazing. The movie wasn't as bad as I'd thought it would be either

My friend is moving to Naples, Florida. I wish I could go with her, but I have to get my electricial license first.

Damn, I have to work at yet another high profile job. Miilipore, building labs. i wish i could do something a little more simple like a school or apt. complex. Oh well.

Even though it has been almost 9 months, since my father attcked me with the baseball bat I find myself thinkinhg about it almost everyday. Even though I finally had the courage to blow the whistle and stop the almost 10 years of violence against my mother, my sister and my self, somehow I feel that something more needs to be done. Domestic violence is...
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I'm still sick, but alot better than last weekend. My voice is really raspy. I sound like DJ from the movie hustle & flow.

I am so sick, it's not even funny