I shall finally start going to therapy soon, i order to try and function as a well-adjusted human being. I'm so nervous. Sometimes I have nightmares about my fatehr and all the abuse my other,sister and I endured. I want to do this so that I can learn what it feels like to actually be loved and appreciated. My mother tried her best, but she had to worry about trying to appease my father (to no avail) so much, that my sister and I were neglected. I don't want my tramatic childhood to destroy my adult life. I shall be nice to finally start the healing process. I know I'll be okay, just not today.
ultraman:
knowing is half the battle. keep ya chin up. 