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blackjackdrac

Utica,NY

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Thursday Jan 02, 2003

Jan 1, 2003
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i wish i had the strength to kill myself
i just want to fucking die in my sleep.I don't care if it means someone killing me in my sleep or robbin my house a fucking heart attack anything.JUST don't let me wake up.I don't care if this fucking building burns down,I'll just sit here,have a beer,lite a clove and throw my funeral invitation list and song list to fucking firefighters.

I do not care.
Everythingisgoneandonceagainturnsouttobemyfault.
Worthless existence,
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butterfly2:
P.S your birthday is the day before mine smile
Jan 1, 2003
nebajoth:
You're trapped in a vicious cycle of despair.

Recognize your trap, man. Look at the box of emotion you're in. That's what rational thought is for; what separates us from beasts.

Take it, look at it, analyze it.

Step outside of it.

There are ways out that don't involve the termination of your vital signs. There are ways out that will put you in a box of happiness, and leave you there as long as you can recognize what's happening to you.
Jan 1, 2003

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