Sunday Jul 25, 2004

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I am leaving in a couple of weeks, so its gonna be awhile before i can get online. Im going to Ft. Sill for some artillery training -.- then to Ft. Bragg for SF assessment -.- which i still dont understand why im doing this but I still am....if that makes any sense. Later everyone! ARRR!!!
srpntvsn:
Happy trails, best of luck, and come back in one piece damnit!!!
yuriel:
good luck with yer training
psst fort bragg sucks bring lots of pills or booze trust me heh.
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i hate you uncle sam's current condition :\
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EL SUICIDO LOCO
be safe man.
EL SUICIDO LOCO

Wednesday Jul 07, 2004

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Feel kinda strange right now. First time in my life I had completely meaningless sex with someone i barely know.. I mean, theres usually something there, you at least like the person in some way. This time there was nothing at all.

I think all of my stress is getting over my head. I really dont know how to handle it. So much crap and...
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srpntvsn:
How are you feeling now? I've come close to such situations before, but that odd feeling tends to wash over me beforehand, so I don't really know the aftermath feeling.

Being drunk on stress sucks, it corrupts the brain and body. Get some R&R whenever possible, that should do the trick for awhile! I like to aimlessly wander around the woods, lake and creekbeds by myself, away from the hustle and bustle, the system, the blips and beeps, the crips and the creeps...
amethyst:
Awe, stress sux. lol sex is alright but stress....it really doesn't make anything very good.

Monday Jul 05, 2004

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4th of july!!! Oh how ive missed fireworks. Hung out with a bunch of old friends, and decided to do a photoset (should be next friday or so, so keep in tune!)

Me and my significant other decided to sort of break things off. Figure its for the best right now. Dont know where im gonna end up in all of this. This is craziness!...
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Sunday Jul 04, 2004

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-.- Watched that Micahel Moore movie today...kinda teared up at the end. Kinda just pushes me over the edge

Im going special forces....why? Why would i take that step and i dont even know completely why i joined or where im going with this. >.<

I think a lil relaxation is in order. July 4th is here! Time to start partyin early. Woohoo!
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blackfox:
Ive been in since March of last year, it gets tiring after awhile. Yea, i think things will be better when Bush gets out of office. But hey HAPPY 4th of Jully WOOT
fenris_ulf:
Good luck in Special Forces. I have some friends who do that. I've spent some time working for.. another agency.

And I also read Michael Moore, and say his movie today.

Welcome to the Pagan Group.

Saturday Jul 03, 2004

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Another weekend kinda being shot down. A friend had an extra ticket to Warped tour in San fran but no ride ARRGG. So im just staking it out in my room getting drunk.

Jeez, every day i wonder why i joined the military. I mean, i know i joined to serve my country, but i guess i just miss my old life, drinking, smoking, enjoying...
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