i just got in from work, we are having another major snow storm here in boston, the winters are getting harder to deal with as i get older, was thinking about warm places tonight, things are ok, i, am getting tickets this week, going to the dominican republic with a dominican friend i work with, i know it will be a blast. Sometimes i dont know what i am doing or what i want, i know i want to be truly happy inside, truly ok with myself, not always at war with myself, not always questioning myself, fuck that.