blackcoffeeblues

715 ,I AM EXAUSTED, ,i said i will write ,so write i will do,work is fine,work is easy for me ,my work is pysical,it does not challenge me;i wont be strong forever;my work pays good, it pays the rent, it pays for my fun,is this what i want ,any work is not my problem,i am ,my attitude is usually my problem, must keep a positive attitude if i dont i am gonna snap on knowone in particulair as long as it is someone, i will think they deserve it ,but they probabily wont,its really just my damage coming out,thats why i must keep a positive att..,i feel like a cheerleader when i talk like that; ''yea go team must keep good att''yeayea'',,maybe, i am just a neg.,cynical,person,or maybe not...im 34 and am still finding out....i know things couid be worse,i have seen some horrible shit that i am glad i did not experiance, i am breathing, my body parts all work fine,maybe things are getting better for me, well see i must sleeeeeeeep