blackbettiepaige

So, I was watching the disappointing season finale of Lost...yeah it didnt answer all of my questions, just opened up some new ones. Like what is the deal with the four toed foot statue and what the hell was in the bunker. What the hell was that light and the noise? Just doesnt make any sense to me and that is probably the ploy by the producers of the show to keep me watching it. And trust me I am...I will be watching it. Oh then last night, my best friend who I call my brother, mind you I have known him for longer than 10 years. Our relationship has withstood more crap than my relationships with boyfriends and female friends. Well, anywhoo, he lives in Philly, so I rarely see him that often because neither one of us has car. Yea....we are two peas in a pod. Anyway, so he comes over with his frat brother to watch movies with me. We havent had a movie night together in months. So, I tell my boyfriend this and dont you know the little dick got upset. He tells me that it was late for them to have company after 12...what are you my fucking father. You dont help pay any bills nor do I ask you to do so. I got my own shit...my own apartment and etc. where as you are 32 years old and still living at home with your parents. But just because you dont remember me telling you about my brother, and the fact that i always talk about him to you when i talk about growing up. You get a pissy ass attitude. GET THE FUCK OUTTA HERE!!! Im so tired of this shitty ass relationship....everytime I leave...he brings me right back. Why do I do it to myself?