1. i realized that i am more emotionally involved in you than you are for me. whenever i get a reality check of this fact, which happens maybe every other day or two, i get into a wierd mood. this mood is me not knowing how to act towards you. should i be mad and give you attitude? should i shove the facts in your face? should i just be shy and quiet about the situation and pretend like nothing is happening in my mind? should i laugh it off and pretend to be happy..? note: PRETEND. im just confused and wish you could do something to prove to me that you want to be with me. that you care. fuck, just something to tell me, 'hey, i want to be with you and only you' and if these things arent true, then tell me to fuck off. please, dont drag me around if you know that in the end, you dont want me...
2. what the fuck is cheating? why? if you cant be satisfied with the pussy that you have, and must go out and get more, wether it be drunk or sober, then leave the pussy you have and THEN go out and get more. your obviously not happy with what you have so leave it in order to safely go get more pussy. why must you be assholes and stay with the original pussy and go behind its back and get other pussy... BREAK IT OFF FIRST... dont fucking cheat. its pathetic. and makes me think so much less of anyone who does it. plus, through extensive personal research, ive found that the phrase 'once a cheater, always a cheater' is completely and 100% true. so if your trying to get with a girl, dont tell her about all the times youve cheated on your ex girlfriends. not a fucking turn on.
3. im ready to be a lesbian. after four episodes in a row of watching The L Word... i fell in love. Shane baby, come to be. but after seriously thinking things over, i really wouldnt mind being with a woman if i truely felt feelings for her. i mean, physically, i am attracted to many women. its the emotional aspect that im missing here. but i think that could change easily with the right woman. but on another note with this idea, i dont know how to physically please a woman. i mean, ive been pleasured plenty-o-times, but if it came time for me to get down in a snatch and go to work.. im not so sure id know exactly what to do.. well, for my first time that is. but i guess practice makes perfect?
4. Best Living Situation For Liora: renting a house with nick and joe. i know i could always get along with these guys. they are my purely plutonic great friends. we like to keep clean, and can always agree when its time to have fun, and when its time to just relax and be chill. one thing im excited for is playing pranks on joe. little does he know how bad hes gonna get it. today we decided that were gonna get a tally board for all the pranks we play. i already have planned out to place 5 locks on my door... and bars on my window... muhaha. we looked in the paper today and found 5 placed easily affordable that are exactly what we are looking for. another positive, i suck at cooking : joe loves to cook. i suck at dressing myself : nick can be my everyday fasion coordinator (holla). we all have the same taste in music, basically, or were open to other musical suggestions. plus, these boys constantly have me cracking up in laughter and i know that they are there to protect me. we also dont want to be in doylestown... FUCK DOYLESTOWN. basically, i think it would be the best place for me to go after my retarded lease with this stupid apartment above mother fucking starbucks ends.
5. as of tomorrow, i am officially changing my major to psychology. what i want to do with it, i dont know. but this art shit isnt working for me anymore. im done with these art classes... i have artists block and i cant come up with anything creative anymore. im enjoying my psych class and its the class ive done the best in since i started at bucks, with the exception of glassblowing, but that cant be a major, and i lose fingerprints... no good. im excited for this major change... next semester is going to be a bitch for me. oodles of hard classes, but thats ok. i want to do it. so hopefully that'll be motivation enough to do well. these are things i want to learn. psychology has always interested me since ive been little. my cousins and i were going to open up a Weinstein & Klein practice when we got older... but go figure things change. now one is married to an orthodox jew in new york, one is an engineer at school in boston, and me... im just one fucked up individual.
6. drinking makes me look like this:
2. what the fuck is cheating? why? if you cant be satisfied with the pussy that you have, and must go out and get more, wether it be drunk or sober, then leave the pussy you have and THEN go out and get more. your obviously not happy with what you have so leave it in order to safely go get more pussy. why must you be assholes and stay with the original pussy and go behind its back and get other pussy... BREAK IT OFF FIRST... dont fucking cheat. its pathetic. and makes me think so much less of anyone who does it. plus, through extensive personal research, ive found that the phrase 'once a cheater, always a cheater' is completely and 100% true. so if your trying to get with a girl, dont tell her about all the times youve cheated on your ex girlfriends. not a fucking turn on.
3. im ready to be a lesbian. after four episodes in a row of watching The L Word... i fell in love. Shane baby, come to be. but after seriously thinking things over, i really wouldnt mind being with a woman if i truely felt feelings for her. i mean, physically, i am attracted to many women. its the emotional aspect that im missing here. but i think that could change easily with the right woman. but on another note with this idea, i dont know how to physically please a woman. i mean, ive been pleasured plenty-o-times, but if it came time for me to get down in a snatch and go to work.. im not so sure id know exactly what to do.. well, for my first time that is. but i guess practice makes perfect?
4. Best Living Situation For Liora: renting a house with nick and joe. i know i could always get along with these guys. they are my purely plutonic great friends. we like to keep clean, and can always agree when its time to have fun, and when its time to just relax and be chill. one thing im excited for is playing pranks on joe. little does he know how bad hes gonna get it. today we decided that were gonna get a tally board for all the pranks we play. i already have planned out to place 5 locks on my door... and bars on my window... muhaha. we looked in the paper today and found 5 placed easily affordable that are exactly what we are looking for. another positive, i suck at cooking : joe loves to cook. i suck at dressing myself : nick can be my everyday fasion coordinator (holla). we all have the same taste in music, basically, or were open to other musical suggestions. plus, these boys constantly have me cracking up in laughter and i know that they are there to protect me. we also dont want to be in doylestown... FUCK DOYLESTOWN. basically, i think it would be the best place for me to go after my retarded lease with this stupid apartment above mother fucking starbucks ends.
5. as of tomorrow, i am officially changing my major to psychology. what i want to do with it, i dont know. but this art shit isnt working for me anymore. im done with these art classes... i have artists block and i cant come up with anything creative anymore. im enjoying my psych class and its the class ive done the best in since i started at bucks, with the exception of glassblowing, but that cant be a major, and i lose fingerprints... no good. im excited for this major change... next semester is going to be a bitch for me. oodles of hard classes, but thats ok. i want to do it. so hopefully that'll be motivation enough to do well. these are things i want to learn. psychology has always interested me since ive been little. my cousins and i were going to open up a Weinstein & Klein practice when we got older... but go figure things change. now one is married to an orthodox jew in new york, one is an engineer at school in boston, and me... im just one fucked up individual.
6. drinking makes me look like this:
afterbirth:
Let's both become lesbians!