I chose the long hard path
I'm wandering
In self-denial for so long I bled
To find the truth in all I say and do
My darkest hour
upon the suicide wall
Still I condemn myself
Look for the answer now
All I denied myself
Kill me
In the end you know Ill live again
Remember all those things that passed me by
In looking back thru hate I lost my way
I've fallen low before but now I'm there
Just give me strength to overcome my fear
I'm wandering
In self-denial for so long I bled
To find the truth in all I say and do
My darkest hour
upon the suicide wall
Still I condemn myself
Look for the answer now
All I denied myself
Kill me
In the end you know Ill live again
Remember all those things that passed me by
In looking back thru hate I lost my way
I've fallen low before but now I'm there
Just give me strength to overcome my fear
mia:
I keep blowing my nose. It makes my nose hurt, but I just keep doing it so people don't have to see snot streaking down my face, so they will still talk to me even though I'm covering something up. Wouldn't it be easier to just lean over a giant pot for like 2 weeks instead?