black0ut

This weekend is a waste.

I am beat. Another week or two and the busy season should be over, then it's time to catch up on the rest of life.

I feel like I should post something new so that old change of pace message isn't there anymore. So, this is pretty much it. You now those times when you suddenly realize how far you've come and how busy you are and wonder how you actually got here...?

job offered. taking. not quite what i was looking for, but potential to grow. moving. this part i'm happy with.

hmph.

there's a very special person that i miss very specially.

how far does one have to walk from the past so that it cannot be seen when looking back?

flu sucks. been away from my computers for a good time. i spose i'm back now, gotta try to get my shit together. that is all.

bah. shitty fuckin days. so a friend of mine od'd two nights ago. i hadn't talked to him in a while cause i've been fed up with the online chat stuff for some time but it still just sucks big time. i've never been big on drugs or the choices people make to use them, but this guy was seriously one of the nicest kindest...
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bein sick sucks. too much stress just makes it werse. ugh. evil evil tummy. someone come entertain me so i'm not so bored out of my mind plz.

new beginnings are good i believe. we shall see. sixteen days and counting...

if you ever have the chance to get married, PLEASE make sure the other person actually gives a damn first. if not, it burns for years and years.