Jesus, I haven't been here since July! And it's October! Shit.
Felt the urge to come on here today after a day of what feels like beating my head against the wall. I felt like I was there in body but not in spirit. Like all I've been doing is spinning my wheels.
What Steve Jobs referred to as living someone else's life. Yeah, he's on my mind. Love him or hate him, the guy had his shit together, and he was doing what he loved. But this ain't an obit, plenty of others have talked of him in more eloquent terms.
I always seem to be on SG (or posting on SG) when I'm in a bad mood. Maybe it's the hope that seeing beautiful women naked will cheer me up. Or maybe just putting my words out into the ether helps me cope with things. I'm not sure if anyone notices if I'm here or not, really. Both on SG...and in the real world. It feels like I'm adrift again, in not good ways.
ETA: Diamondbacks lost, and out. Capper to a lovely day. Fuckballs.
Felt the urge to come on here today after a day of what feels like beating my head against the wall. I felt like I was there in body but not in spirit. Like all I've been doing is spinning my wheels.
What Steve Jobs referred to as living someone else's life. Yeah, he's on my mind. Love him or hate him, the guy had his shit together, and he was doing what he loved. But this ain't an obit, plenty of others have talked of him in more eloquent terms.
I always seem to be on SG (or posting on SG) when I'm in a bad mood. Maybe it's the hope that seeing beautiful women naked will cheer me up. Or maybe just putting my words out into the ether helps me cope with things. I'm not sure if anyone notices if I'm here or not, really. Both on SG...and in the real world. It feels like I'm adrift again, in not good ways.
ETA: Diamondbacks lost, and out. Capper to a lovely day. Fuckballs.