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bixbygrendel

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Friday Oct 06, 2006

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Yeah well....... WWE almost gave half a shit about my photos.... which made me want to die/ dance. And 8 out of 8 Canadian magazines told me they weren't interested. AND I got in an almost fight with a clients boyfriend (which means no more FUCKING DAMN BOYFRIENDS EVER!!!!!) And I lost a wedding that I would have paid $1800 and my full use in portfolio (unfortunate since the couple was one of those "perfect" couples that would have photgraphed quite well). And above all else..... I'm 26 years old. I'm moving back in to my parents basement. I've been without my car (the rest of self) for over a week and still can't pay for the repairs. Those reparis of course being paid with the money that was to purchase my Pentax K100D two lens kit and two more lights as well as a good set of backdrops. My back hurts. I have a semi major health problem that I'm not wanting to discuss at this time. Therapy isn't working anymore. I want my daughter. I'm lonely and alone. I need help. I really do.

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tensix:
Nah, I'm being all responsible and shit. At least this week. Also, please punch me if I use the word "responsibility" in conjunction with a blog ever again.

That being said, yeah, what they said. Take care of your health first, dude. No point worrying about fixing other things, shitty though they may be, when you're broken too. It'll just make everything else worse. This, I know well.
Oct 6, 2006
godiva666:
what is bixby's girls?

i'm sorry you're having a bad time. i'm in the same boat... i just am tired of bitching online cause i've realized no one wants to hear me anymore. hit me up on MSN sometime, alright? i understand what it's like to feel like the world is against you.
Oct 6, 2006

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