bixbygrendel

SOOOO OH MY GOD!!!
I'm fucking happy. I thought I was before. Turns out that was just being content. I'm FUCKING HAPPY!!!!! A kid at christmas aint got nuthin on ME!!!
She was here from the time of the last journal to just yesterday afternoon. It's only been 25.5 hours. I miss her a little all ready. What the Hell is that about? I don't get like that. I really don't. We just got off MSN after like 45 seconds. She told me she's missing me a little too. She doesn't get like that either. I'm cold and empty. WHY THE HELL AM I FEELING????? WHY DO I LIKE IT SO MUCH?????? WHAT THE SHITTIN DIRTY DOG FUCKING BLUE HELL IS THIS???????

Holy cristmas!

The Good Reverend is......... feeling.
Something very real.
Something very strange.
Something very new.
When she's here we can't let go.
When she's not.... well. It's not home. It was three days.
I have a best friend in Ontario that I miss only a little more than this. AND SHE'S BEEN GONE SINCE DECEMBER!!!!!!
WHAT THE CRAP?????
I like this. I do. I really do.