bitten

So last night I had a dream that I moved back to LA. Such an awesome dream. I was renting out an apartment with my best friend. I have that reoccuring dream seriously. I miss LA so much it hurts. How can you miss a city?? Never would of known or thought you could but now I know better with all these reoccuring dreams. I hate waking up from those dreams too.

So I just took a swig of my NYE apple pucker schnapps. Ya I have had it that long. I don't drink too much since I don't walk so straight sober anyways. Maybe if I'm lucky I can catch a buzz before I have to pee every two seconds and it is just a chore and I am just a slave to my bladder.

Of course I miss my friends. I miss them dearly. I am going to lick all their sticky faces when I see them again. Mary might punch me though. Damn my best is leaving like next week to go to Europe for awhile. I miss her. I was supposed to have our first NYE together in years this year. We pinky swore it when she drove me to the airport to go back to Phoenix for the holidays. I had a roundtrip ticket to go back but went to see a friend in need at the time. Next year we can have our NYE together. It has been awhile since I moved and she moved too for a few years so those years we couldn't either. sigh hand me a razor. pity parties are the bestest.