I am so fucking angry.
I've had such a shit day. Today we were getting a big announcement from the new owners of the company, which was basically telling us if we are getting made redundant or not. They sent us an email yesterday saying the announcment was going to happen today....
....did it fuck! We came in to an email this morning saying due to circumstances 'outwith their control' it was cancelled. After much arsing about, it seems it'll be 2 weeks before we find anything out. Fuckers.
Plus, we were having stovies for dinner, the vegetarian version of which is basically carrots onion and potatos all cooked to mush. NO THANKS! So I asked if I could have something else, my sister was like 'OR you could make your own dinner'.
FUCKER! Every time we have dinner, if it's something I don't want (my family's idea of catering for my vegetarianism is giving me pizza or mac and cheese, and then I have them when my family have pizza or mac and cheese too....fucking sick of it) a lot of the time I say that I'll just make my own to save mum the hassle. My sister moans at me for that! So this time I thought I would save the moaning by just asking if I could have something else. I cannot do anything right in her eyes. It does my fucking box in. The sooner I get out of this place the better.
So...no dinner so far, as I just went into the kitchen and there is nothing to eat. Nothing to make a pasta sauce with, not even a microwave meal. Plenty of fish fingers and sausages and stuff of course
I also asked my mum she would take me to tesco for shower gel and food. As I'm now getting 3 buses to and from work each day to save her having to run me to work, meaning i don't get to go to the shops. Of course, she's too busy sitting at her laptop chainsmoking, so I don't get a look in. Looks like I'm going to have to wash with shampoo tomorrow and have cereal for dinner.
My family frustrate me so much. They are all complete hyporcrites, and so bitchy about each other, when they are just as bad as each other. I try my best to keep schtum but it pisses me off that I cant say anything to anyone in case my mentally imbalanced sister goes off on one. For fucks sake, I can't meven mention that I'm planning on moving in with my boyfriend because she tries to destroy everything I do because she's a single 26 year old jobless idiot who still lives at home.
I don't even feel better for ranting now. You all had to suffer for nothing.
Sarah xx
I've had such a shit day. Today we were getting a big announcement from the new owners of the company, which was basically telling us if we are getting made redundant or not. They sent us an email yesterday saying the announcment was going to happen today....
....did it fuck! We came in to an email this morning saying due to circumstances 'outwith their control' it was cancelled. After much arsing about, it seems it'll be 2 weeks before we find anything out. Fuckers.
Plus, we were having stovies for dinner, the vegetarian version of which is basically carrots onion and potatos all cooked to mush. NO THANKS! So I asked if I could have something else, my sister was like 'OR you could make your own dinner'.
FUCKER! Every time we have dinner, if it's something I don't want (my family's idea of catering for my vegetarianism is giving me pizza or mac and cheese, and then I have them when my family have pizza or mac and cheese too....fucking sick of it) a lot of the time I say that I'll just make my own to save mum the hassle. My sister moans at me for that! So this time I thought I would save the moaning by just asking if I could have something else. I cannot do anything right in her eyes. It does my fucking box in. The sooner I get out of this place the better.
So...no dinner so far, as I just went into the kitchen and there is nothing to eat. Nothing to make a pasta sauce with, not even a microwave meal. Plenty of fish fingers and sausages and stuff of course
I also asked my mum she would take me to tesco for shower gel and food. As I'm now getting 3 buses to and from work each day to save her having to run me to work, meaning i don't get to go to the shops. Of course, she's too busy sitting at her laptop chainsmoking, so I don't get a look in. Looks like I'm going to have to wash with shampoo tomorrow and have cereal for dinner.
My family frustrate me so much. They are all complete hyporcrites, and so bitchy about each other, when they are just as bad as each other. I try my best to keep schtum but it pisses me off that I cant say anything to anyone in case my mentally imbalanced sister goes off on one. For fucks sake, I can't meven mention that I'm planning on moving in with my boyfriend because she tries to destroy everything I do because she's a single 26 year old jobless idiot who still lives at home.
I don't even feel better for ranting now. You all had to suffer for nothing.
Sarah xx
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squareroot:
Woo! Indeed. How are you?
squareroot:
I had a dentist appointment this morning, so I am taking the rest of the day as a sanity day for me. Yeah! doing well, thank you!