This morning I woke up wishing I was HR Pufnstuf (please tell me there is someone else old enough on this site to remember him). Wished I was him - the freakiest, oddest thing I had seen. Lizard? Salamander? Sex machine? I think I would get more girls if I walked around the streets of Atlanta as HR Pufnstuf. Less invisible to the world.
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Baby, it's hot in here! So I just talk off all my clothes. Bloody shame you are not here to enjoy it. Quite fun actually.
So for Halloween I was Elvis - not Costello - but the King. Fat, large hair, white jumpsuit. Yes it may be tired but quite fun. And I had crabs. NO! Not that. Two little girls who I took trick...
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So for Halloween I was Elvis - not Costello - but the King. Fat, large hair, white jumpsuit. Yes it may be tired but quite fun. And I had crabs. NO! Not that. Two little girls who I took trick...
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linz:
WooHoo!! 
linz:
thankee!
Girls who like hockey are very, very, very sexy. Girls in hockey jerseys are very, very, very sexy.
I hate small cars and I hate big women but somehow I always find myself in them.
Lately I have not craved sex....I have craved this need for just sleeping with a soft, warm, happy girl in my bed. Fall asleep intertwined and wake up the same...
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I hate small cars and I hate big women but somehow I always find myself in them.
Lately I have not craved sex....I have craved this need for just sleeping with a soft, warm, happy girl in my bed. Fall asleep intertwined and wake up the same...
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eyesoopenned:
haha no no i do not like thugs...however it is always interesting to change up the scenery every once in a while....and yes i will be "careful"....i knw i may be on the young side....but im pretty well off in the sex department....i know my shit beotch...haha sorry i guess that was just the inner "thug" in me coming out....hahaha....take care my sweets....xoxo...
menulis:
AMEN to the hockey stance. But for me, it would also stretch off into basketball. and not "i like basketball because everyone else likes it" type. the "fuck yes i want to go to a basketball game with you and act like jackasses" type.
People always playing up the JOYS of sex.....and while so much fun and so addictive as even I admit...remember that boredom is an anagram of bedroom....and there is so much more going on between the ears.....
I want the girl who is footloose and fancy free...but end up with the one who is fat, loose and fancies me....
okay - much Amelie' movie bashing of...
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I want the girl who is footloose and fancy free...but end up with the one who is fat, loose and fancies me....
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thelemurgod:
I have dealt with depression/anxiety all my life...
I would suggest exercise, and taking vitamin suppliments.
make sure you are getting enough calcium and B vitamins...
studies show that people with depression tend to be
deficient in these important minerals...
Exercise strengthens, stretches and loosens muscles..
which will reduce anxious feeling and stress. Exercise
is also promotes good sleep and general
feelings of 'wellness.'
When you're anxious drink chamomille tea... when
depressed, surround yourself in stimulating fragrances
like mint and eucalyptus.
This may seem like hooey... but it is the little things
that keep me from falling into the ABYSS.
I would suggest exercise, and taking vitamin suppliments.
make sure you are getting enough calcium and B vitamins...
studies show that people with depression tend to be
deficient in these important minerals...
Exercise strengthens, stretches and loosens muscles..
which will reduce anxious feeling and stress. Exercise
is also promotes good sleep and general
feelings of 'wellness.'
When you're anxious drink chamomille tea... when
depressed, surround yourself in stimulating fragrances
like mint and eucalyptus.
This may seem like hooey... but it is the little things
that keep me from falling into the ABYSS.
bishop:
but??? I'm NOT depressed. You need to tell Csilla this.
my anger and hurt - when you offer help or an ear or kindness...with no expectation of anything in return......just to be good and help the other in need...from something small to something large...and you are accused of being weird or stange or crazy or a stalker....or of having ulterior motives...just for trying to be nice....for having a kind thought.....an innocent motive...for trying to help.....and...
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freyja__:
no relation.
i have no family in atlanta.
never apologize for being good.
just be yourself.
those who get it will know.
those who don't can go eat a rotten egg.
i have no family in atlanta.
never apologize for being good.
just be yourself.
those who get it will know.
those who don't can go eat a rotten egg.
ghostina:
hi bishop... money definately does suck...yet, it's so necessary to have fun and live comfortably. *sigh* oh well...nice song...i didn't sing aloud though because i sing really horribly!
you've been chattin' back and forth with my girlyfriend colette...isn't she great? we all definately do need to get together soon...
SGATL!
oh and what type of music does your band play?
you've been chattin' back and forth with my girlyfriend colette...isn't she great?
we all definately do need to get together soon...
SGATL!
oh and what type of music does your band play?
Jamie Oliver is a really good cook
Maurice Sendak can write a really good book
My grandfather once called me a shnook
I pray I'm the bishop...perhaps I'm only a rook.
Underated ELVIS is still the ONLY KING!
I've never used the phrase "blin-bling"
Angelic can only describe Fran and "Sing"
road movies should only be for Hope and Bing
yay or nay....animals in zoos...
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Maurice Sendak can write a really good book
My grandfather once called me a shnook
I pray I'm the bishop...perhaps I'm only a rook.
Underated ELVIS is still the ONLY KING!
I've never used the phrase "blin-bling"
Angelic can only describe Fran and "Sing"
road movies should only be for Hope and Bing
yay or nay....animals in zoos...
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colette:
Hey there sweetie
very amusing poem.
I love the costello song. Where does your band play? Maybe I will get the three SG girls in fucking Atlanta to come and secretly watch you play and then throw rose at you and run on stage and kiss your feet.:* Are you going away soon? If so have a lovely lovely time abroad, if your are lucky you can get abroad - a - broad - abroad. SOrry that was cheesy. Where do you hang/live at? I am inbetween L5P and East Atlanta, but I work in Northlake.
very amusing poem.
I love the costello song. Where does your band play? Maybe I will get the three SG girls in fucking Atlanta to come and secretly watch you play and then throw rose at you and run on stage and kiss your feet.:* Are you going away soon? If so have a lovely lovely time abroad, if your are lucky you can get abroad - a - broad - abroad. SOrry that was cheesy. Where do you hang/live at? I am inbetween L5P and East Atlanta, but I work in Northlake.
colette:
I missed your birthday!!! I am so sorry! Hope it was a happy day! I was reading some of your old posts, I commented on the 10/01 if you are interested, you may not be, I am pretty sappy.Kiss Kiss
So today was the big bad day - officially downhill from here - from 35 and like a freight train from here on out.
Thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes.
I'm now "shorter of breath and one day closer to death". - Pink Floyd
But good Thai food today and lots of pressies - homemade soap, DVDs, candy (like I need to be...
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Thank you to everyone for the birthday wishes.
I'm now "shorter of breath and one day closer to death". - Pink Floyd
But good Thai food today and lots of pressies - homemade soap, DVDs, candy (like I need to be...
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prudence:
i just read your journal from 10/01. for my entire adult life, i had grown used to people thinking i was beautiful and sexy, and while i appreciated these comments, i always worried that there was nothing more to me. then, earlier this year i developed a medical condition that can best be described as 'cosmetically devastating,' especially for females. although the condition really sucks, in some ways it was sort of a good kick in the head to make me realize that my beauty doesn't come from what you see on the surface. they guys who were attracted to me before were still attracted to me now, even though they know what i have. coincidentally, i decided to tell everybody about it in my journal today, certain that all the people who had posted how pretty i was in my journal would no longer think so, but thankfully, that hasn't been the case at all. it's so nice to know that there's something attractive and appealing about ME as a PERSON, instead of what i look like.
happy birthday. i actually learned in school once that the official start of middle age is 36, so you're not on you're way downhill yet, and don't even have to be if you don't let it. you're on the top, and you should enjoy it.
incidentally, when i met my husband, he was 35 and i was a hot, young 23 year old. we've been together for 9 years, and married for four
happy birthday. i actually learned in school once that the official start of middle age is 36, so you're not on you're way downhill yet, and don't even have to be if you don't let it. you're on the top, and you should enjoy it.
incidentally, when i met my husband, he was 35 and i was a hot, young 23 year old
. we've been together for 9 years, and married for fourOkay - if you get the chance - go back and read the 10-1-2002 journal and post a reply..I think it is important and a wee bit of a prelude to this. When speaking just purely of physical attraction (not that it is ultimately that important at all) - I subscribe to Bishop's Big Bang theory. And, NO, by Big Bang I am NOT talking...
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indie:
Happy Birthday Bishop!
freyja__:
haaaaaaappy birthday!!
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Hello. I am looking for my lover, soulmate and wife. Or at least a little fun.
I am 34 years of age, straight, Caucasian, brown hair, green eyes, 5'11", 200 pounds, occasional goatee (depending on my mood) long to short hair (depending on my mood), in-shape with an athletic build and I do exercise regularly. My mom thinks I am cute but...
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silver___:
Nice work bishop. I have taken note of you particular eloquence and I am envious.
Best of luck,
Silver
Best of luck,
Silver
tatum:
Hehe, I'm up for some playtime
Okay - if you get the chance - go back and read the 10-1-2002 journal and post a reply..I think it is important and a wee bit of a prelude to this. When speaking just purely of physical attraction (not that it is ultimately that important at all) - I subscribe to Bishop's Big Bang theory. And, NO, by Big Bang I am NOT talking...
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Okay - a bit of my philosophy on a part of life. This actually started in Jessica's journal on inside/outside beauty. You may want to look there first and then come back. But it made me want to write. Alot.
Now - many of you will probably think I come across as a big hypocrite as you read what I write. I'm more guilty than...
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jessica:
I'm sorry, I just finally read this. I'm so touched that somebody would actually be inspired enough by a topic I wrote about to write as much as you did. I wholehartedly agree with you on your points and I'm glad you posted them, as maybe it will inspire others to think in a different way, or at least look at things from a different angle for a moment.
Thinking of the person you're dating if you were blind is an interesting concept. I think I did that for awhile and then started questioning it. I would jump into relationships with people because of how good of a person they were and then later realize I wasn't that physcially attracted to them, ha ha.
When my friends would ask why I was going out with a hair-plugged 38 year old overweight man, I'd say "when you are attracted to somebody's essence, you become attracted to them in every way, including physical"- which is true to a point. But I'd like to believe there is a happy medium out there somewhere.
As Judge Judy says, "Beauty fades, but dumb is forever". You're right, what's infinite is the emotional impact a person leaves with another.
Then again, Judge Judy also said "don't pee on my leg and tell me it's raining", and that just doesn't make much sense, ha ha.
Don't mind me- I'm just up really, really late. Or really early, depending on which way ya look at it.
Thinking of the person you're dating if you were blind is an interesting concept. I think I did that for awhile and then started questioning it. I would jump into relationships with people because of how good of a person they were and then later realize I wasn't that physcially attracted to them, ha ha.
When my friends would ask why I was going out with a hair-plugged 38 year old overweight man, I'd say "when you are attracted to somebody's essence, you become attracted to them in every way, including physical"- which is true to a point. But I'd like to believe there is a happy medium out there somewhere.
As Judge Judy says, "Beauty fades, but dumb is forever". You're right, what's infinite is the emotional impact a person leaves with another.
Then again, Judge Judy also said "don't pee on my leg and tell me it's raining", and that just doesn't make much sense, ha ha.
Don't mind me- I'm just up really, really late. Or really early, depending on which way ya look at it.
colette:
I agree.
I could leave it at that, but I won't. I have this thing about compliments and women...it is so crazy...Men yell out at them on the street because they are beautiful and women get mad, girls where little skirts and half tops and are whistled at and get mad, a man compleimetns you sweetly at a bar and they get mad...but if youd on't say anything, they get pissed. You can't win either way. I personally love any compliments, I wave and smile at the ghetto boys on my street when they yell shit. I dance with the obese drunk redneck with the broken leg when he says I am beautiful and can we dance...(True Story) I accept drinks and smile and say thank you. It feels good to be appreciated....
As for the inner beauty thing...I am constantly amazed by the relationship my boyfriend and I have. When we met, I had a short bob and weighed like 110lbs.l Terribly skinny (drugs) no boobs or ass or anything really. But he loves to tell me how he fell in love with me the moment he heard my laugh. He also love to tell me how much he hated my hair. But it didn't matter after we got to know each other. Now, years later, I have gotten boobs, an ass, had long hair, super short hair, red hair, black hair, blond hair, knee surgery and gotten really fat, lost it, and he still tells me I am beautiful and wants to fuck all the time. He doesn't particularly like my large amount of piercings or tatoos, but he likes me. Just me. And we know so many differnet things that it is fun to share our specioalties with each other...you can tell by looking at our bookshelves...
WE interest each other and we laugh alot.
I once thought the best complement I ever got was from an ex of mine...he said
"I can't masturbate unless I am thinking of you"
I think it is now what my boy said to me awhile ago
"You are cool enough to go out with and homey enough to stay home with."
I never thought I would ever meet someone who liked me in zit cream as much as lingerie, who actually listened when I spoke.It is probalby annoying to read all this, but it just amazes me when I meet people who like me anyway...and proof that inner beauty rocks.
I could leave it at that, but I won't. I have this thing about compliments and women...it is so crazy...Men yell out at them on the street because they are beautiful and women get mad, girls where little skirts and half tops and are whistled at and get mad, a man compleimetns you sweetly at a bar and they get mad...but if youd on't say anything, they get pissed. You can't win either way. I personally love any compliments, I wave and smile at the ghetto boys on my street when they yell shit. I dance with the obese drunk redneck with the broken leg when he says I am beautiful and can we dance...(True Story) I accept drinks and smile and say thank you. It feels good to be appreciated....
As for the inner beauty thing...I am constantly amazed by the relationship my boyfriend and I have. When we met, I had a short bob and weighed like 110lbs.l Terribly skinny (drugs) no boobs or ass or anything really. But he loves to tell me how he fell in love with me the moment he heard my laugh. He also love to tell me how much he hated my hair. But it didn't matter after we got to know each other. Now, years later, I have gotten boobs, an ass, had long hair, super short hair, red hair, black hair, blond hair, knee surgery and gotten really fat, lost it, and he still tells me I am beautiful and wants to fuck all the time. He doesn't particularly like my large amount of piercings or tatoos, but he likes me. Just me. And we know so many differnet things that it is fun to share our specioalties with each other...you can tell by looking at our bookshelves...
WE interest each other and we laugh alot.
I once thought the best complement I ever got was from an ex of mine...he said
"I can't masturbate unless I am thinking of you"
I think it is now what my boy said to me awhile ago
"You are cool enough to go out with and homey enough to stay home with."
I never thought I would ever meet someone who liked me in zit cream as much as lingerie, who actually listened when I spoke.It is probalby annoying to read all this, but it just amazes me when I meet people who like me anyway...and proof that inner beauty rocks.
Okay - a bit of my philosophy on a part of life. This actually started in Jessica's journal on inside/outside beauty. You may want to look there first and then come back. But it made me want to write. Alot.
Now - many of you will probably think I come across as a big hypocrite as you read what I write. I'm more guilty than...
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Now - many of you will probably think I come across as a big hypocrite as you read what I write. I'm more guilty than...
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froggy:
too true. confidence is a big thing too, people tend to believe whatever you believe about yourself (well, you would know right?) so if you carry yourself like you are a ugly or super hot, that kinda' sets. maybe this is the... wait what was i gonna say? just got distracted by thoughts of steak and beer..
csilla:
personally i think this is a beautiful way of thinking and looking at things. many times it is hard, and we dont follow it though. i know that people notice how i look, before being interested in my personality. thats just how it is. but what it comes down to is definitly personality. and to me, thats what beauty is-inside and out. a person becomes ugly to me when they are not beautiful on the inside. they could be the most gorgeous model...but if they are not a good person, then they are ugly to me, and i literally see them that way (sorry if this doesnt make any sense)
But you said something that made me think, and i thought was very beautiful- that if you were to go blind, would you still love the person you were with. and that is the essence of beauty and love.
and you are NOT a puss for thinking this way. you are the kind of person i would grab up in a second
xoxo csilla
p.s. thanks for your email. it made me feel good that you think i am intelligent and well-written. it meant a lot.
But you said something that made me think, and i thought was very beautiful- that if you were to go blind, would you still love the person you were with. and that is the essence of beauty and love.
and you are NOT a puss for thinking this way. you are the kind of person i would grab up in a second
xoxo csilla
p.s. thanks for your email. it made me feel good that you think i am intelligent and well-written. it meant a lot.
i don't know who I would be...
maybe scooby-doo
maybe clifford the big red dog.
and always humming:
Great Green Gob of greasy Grimy GOpher Guts...
(you know the rest?)
these dogs are great ya know...
they always make everyone happy, and they make mistakes, and learn from them, and never talk too much, mostly cause neither speaks english
but in their own doggy language manage to communicate love and emotion to their fellow playmates.
I think I am going to cry...
what they hell was that? i am not even on my "time of the month"...shit