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You took me home,we drank to much,because of you my liver turned to dust,gold rust taste,a cruel creeping pain,do you understand ehat i mean?when my soul hits the floor....
They say certain songs remind you of chapters of your life i guess ATREYU and Ex,s and Oh,s is that song today.
We all seem to amble through life hoping it will get better with age i guess this is true when it comes to relationships too.I have reached the stage where change is needed me and my life partner want change i guess i want security and tedium boredom which ain,t good i have got in a rut i need to get out.We are a couple and we shall for ever be and never let your relationships go stale try to breath life into them everyday.
I have mapped out a new future and new beginning hopefully my journey will be less rocky and i will find solace for myself and for who i hold most dear to my heart.
New beginnings!!!!!!!
So i have spilled my emotions all over my blog i have the worst kidney pain ever from drinking vodka till it comes out of my ears,watching movies that make me think edward scissorhands thanx annkissed it just happened to be on when i read your blog and the heartbreak kid with ben stiller thes movies made me squirm in ways i loved and hated.
I have had fun this weekend dont get me wrong planned a visit to London and a trip to Antichrist with my good mate lock and Sin city the night after in April i have decided i shall become the starchild Paul Stanley for my fetish club virginity.
I have also got tickets to see PAPA ROACH in April which should rock can,t wait for that!!!
I shall leave on a happier note and my fave youtube video featuring the greatest reality tv ever enjoy