dear god my life is sucking right now..i'm not gonna go into all the reasons why ..but the only way i can wind down is to smoke weed..but i have bronchitis..or whatever the fuck it is (for about a month now) & my doctor is crappy & doesn't give a fuck & never returns calls..& i can't afford the medicine she prescribed me ($200 fucking dollars for a lousy inhaler) - even though i have health insurance..so i'm trying to cut down on the weed.since i'm coughing up black stuff every day - but then what do i do for my anxiety..uuuuuuuuuuuuuuuuugh...life sucks...& white wine isn't working 