biquie

I realized yesterday, when I kissed him. I thought: "Kiss him like you'd kiss her, like this was the first time"
And I did, I kissed him like I hadn't kissed him in so long.
And I looked at him.
He looked at me with so much love, so happy
How can I do this to him? Why did I kissed someone else?
I'm cheating on him.
in front of him
in his mouth
I'm kissing someone else.

(but this wasn't yesterday, It was long ago, and it isn't even truth, I just feel like writing anything because I know this is not going to happen again in months, and talking about that, I have no idea when does this SG thing ends for me and what will I do about it, (probably nothing))