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I feel like a dirtbag today. I have been wearing the same clothes 3 days in a row now. Changed undies once. Ya, dirty. haha I just keep forgetting my clothing, so hopefully I go retrieve it today, and than I can change so I don't feel so damn nasty. I'm a nasty, filthy bitch! Spank me!
I start working at the mall tomorrow. Always the mall jobs. sigh. But at least I am no longer an unemployed bum. I have some serious debt to pay off, and as soon as that's dealt with than I can get myself a new home Living between my mothers, and my boyfriend's mothers makes you feel a bit like a loser. It's not that it isn't fantastic. It is! I have someone to talk to, love me, buy me stuff, feed me, all that jazz. I just rather like playing grown-up. I know I am technically a grown-up myself, I just don't really feel like I am.
I'm 21, but I feel like I'm 17. Hell, there's a lot of people who have mistaken me for 17 or 18, so life is pretty good. Haha
Have I told you how I've become obsessed with True Blood? I can't get enough. I've begun reading the Sookie Stakhouse novels. They're quite alright. I like the sex parts
Gosh, I'm a dirty perv!
I've started lightening my hair. The process is going alright. My goal is to be a nice strawberry-blonde. I want to look how I imagine the 'girl-next-door' should look.
It's a little bit after 12, and I'm debating on taking a nap. Really, I should be focused on retrieving my suitcase. sigh.
I'm so cold right now my nipples could cut diamonds!
So, I've been thinking...I really want to do another set. A good one this time! I just get so damn nervous!
..."caused you are long in the pants, short in the wiener. Suckin' my muff like a vacuum cleaner!"
I'm sitting here, just waiting for the boy to come back. I need to steal his warmth!
Is love supposed to be so....fucked up? I swear, since I've met him I've actually gone crazy/more crazy. I've just never had anyone get under my skin so intensely. It's almost scary. I swear when we fight and he leaves, I can't breath for a moment. It's fucked up! Is this what being in love is like? It's like some kind of drug? Or..something. It's seriously fucked up. I haven't really had many boyfriends...at all. I'm 21, and this is the first time I've really fallen in love. and trust me...Fucked up.