binny

Bonjour
I ditched on school again today. I just have no motivation to do anything accept attempting to sleep. Which is a massive fail. I haven't been able to sleep the last little while. It isn't going very good.
I've had a lot of fucked up dreams. I dreamed that I was molested as a kid and had stitches in my vagina. Not a pleasant dream at all.
One a happier note, there is this boy (he shall go unnamed) who came pretty much out of nowhere, but seems to fit so right for my life right now. He seems like he's just trying to find his way, and so am I. He's damn cute too Spent a lot of time playing pokemon on his gameboy with his friend--very cute. Dorky shit like that makes me so happy. lol Keeping Fingers crossed he somehow feels the same...maybe?
Also, my bestfriend and roommate has a boyfriend now. He's pretty cool, but still she's mine! lol
That's just because I KNOW she'll fucking lurk my blog at some point (love you)
Well, I'm home alone today, for another hour anyways. Then I have to go to work. Which, I'm not looking so forward to. I just can't balance shit out right now. I'm having too hard of a time balancing school and work, and trying to win this boy. lol Ok, so maybe trying to get this boy shouldn't count so much...but it does. Fuck, everyone does it. So, whatever. I'm gunna try, I just need time.
Tonight I'll be in Toronto at the Tattoo Rock Parlour, or something. Gotta go support my friend. Watch his pasty white body on stage. lol (love you)
One more shitty thing for today, we have no sugar, so I've had to eat sugarless cornflakes, and it fucking sucks. I want Pizza. Think they could have it delivered here in time before I have to leave for work?:S I'm gonna give it a try