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So lets see, I had a great weekend. It was like a vacation. I worked Friday and Saturday but had Sunday off and few of my friends and I headed to the B-Boy competition in LA. All I have to say about that is O MA GOD. I saw some things that I didnt think were humanly possible. Each area of the venue was dedicated to a different style of dance for the most part. There was one lounge are for all the dancers to warm up and practice. Then there was a funk room for all the poppers. There was a main stage for the actual competition and then surrounding that was a few other circles that crews were practicing in. Outside there was another dance floor where most of the old schoolers were showing off. All in all the vibe was friendly and warm except for the few arrogant guys. I am just really excited cause I was starting to dance less and less and I felt like maybe it was time to give up b-boying but after this weekend I am just soo pumped about it again. I feel like I can probably get back to where I was before as far as my skill goes. I used to be a really good dancer for a while there.

So that was one great thing that happened this weekend. The next cool thing was that I met a girl that is really into me. I dont know her to well yet but she seems cool and I am just excited about getting to know her a little better. She is best friends with on of my friends that I have a lot of respect for so that in itself speaks quite a bit about her.

Besides that I just spent all yesterday relaxing on the beach and smoking greenery a bit It was so like a vacation. I just laid in the sun listening to music and enjoying the breezeaww talk about relaxation.

The reason I say life can change so fast is cause just before all this I was still fighting thoughts involving my ex. Along with that I had just been in a funk. I didnt want to talk with my ex or have anything to do with her BUT she was still on my mind and was a constant source of frustration. After this weekend, I just felt like geez there are so many things I am limiting myself in because I am too depressed to really taste life. After seening the b-boy competition, I am just so hungry for life again. I want to excel at things. I want to go out and try new things. I dont feel so down on myself anymore. My self-image had improved. I really dont know what happened to me. Its like I finally just snapped.Hopefully this can be sustained..

i am so excited for you!!! it's nice to realize new things about yourself...that make you see things for how they really are..and it seems that you are definately seeing life and getting through this...

muah to you hunny...muah to you!

bah. i hate you. i always read about the bboy summit and want to go,

ok it's 3 am and i've had lots of stoli so sleep is beckoning. have fun

i tend to view these things as metamorphasis. soon you'll be a butterfly, much prettier and less destructive than the caterpillar.

Yeah I have changed quite a bit in my 20s and at a rapid rate. Now I feel like I am still changing but also reseting to to this natural state or sumthin. I know it sounds corny but.its true.

oh shit, i just realized you're an aquarian and a dragon too ...dude i thought i'd never meet someone that was like me, you rule! & likewise to your comment

as an aquarian dragon you must use your powers for good only and this poem is dope.

oh shit, i just realized you're an aquarian and a dragon too ...dude i thought i'd never meet someone that was like me, you rule! & likewise to your comment

ok i spoooose we can talk sometime but only if you pronounce my handle "eeeeenez" and not "eyenez". did you get my email i sent a while back w/ my aim/msn info? let me know if not.

jamba juice is the shit there used to be one on near all the spots i hung out in when i lived in chicago. it looked out of place as shit but it was always packed!

being newish or having moved definitely compounds shit,..it always gets better though so it's just something that you deal with when you move i guess. i just moved back home a couple years ago from chicago to finish school and most of my old friends are either dead, in jail, married, with kids or both, or moved. so i feel ya there too. i'm kinda diggin my new friends though, you friends that are such from the past aren't always the best people to be with because when you're younger or have changed the growth kind of interferes and maybe they're not the best people for you anymore, but see, when you move and stuff you get nice new shiney ones that you pick in adulthood! it just takes a while, bah, and my best friend anthony lives in new jersey...that's one friend i wish i could take with me wherever i moved, but it makes the friendship all the sweeter, i think.

/end sap

O the picture is not a hated thing!

Oooo, what a sexxy picture. By your above post, it sure seems as if you are getting a lot of attention from the ladies here. *wink, wink, nudge, nudge*

O good lord, i tried not to reply again, i did, take the picture down, take it down!

i nominate you to be the next suicide girl.

You're cute, and I like the way you write. A nice mix of conversational and more formal.

I love Bossa Nova. Yes, I am way into Joao Gilberto, as well as Luis Bonfa, Walter Wanderly, Ellis Regina, Sylvia Telles, etc., pretty much anything from the 50s and 60s. And I dig on Tropicalia mostly Os Mutantes, but others as well. I have to say that I am not quite as into Bebel Gilberto (I think she is Joao's daughter, but her mother was someone other than Astrud). I've heard that remix album played at work. There are a few tracks that I liked, but I guess that when it comes to bossa nova, I am a bit of a purist.
But I do like Princess Superstar. I turned a bunch of people at work onto her. I saw her play about 6 or 7 years ago when she still had a band behind her. It was really fun even though there were only about 15 people in the club, and I think less than half of the crowd had ever even heard her before.

OH that little puppy reminds me of Pixie when she was a baby. I'm to get a male soon (a black one). I wanted a black one before the fawn but when I saw my lil' one I had to have her. Beware of the snoring that happens when you have one. She snors louder then me. Pugs are great.

Here are more picutes of Pixie
http://briefcase.yahoo.com/bc/indiestargrrl/lst?.dir=/Pixie+my+Pug&.order=&.view=l&.src=bc&.done=http%3a//briefcase.yahoo.com/