bimmy

geez.i haven't updated in wow several..somethings.

alot of crap has been going on:

->i left pittsburgh and didn't tell anyone..kind of felt bad. but i don't really like where i live..i was going crazy.
->missed an opportunity to make alot of money mad about that...not my fault.
->failed one of my classes..
->my cousin mikey and i saved my great grandfather on
my dad's side from almost dying.
->need a job
->haven't have a girlfriend in over a year..i guess that's my fault...scared to do bad in school..but..i'm doing bad any ways..haha..it's confusing, and fickle. [lonely but also scared to commit to someone that will just hurt me.]

i guess that's about all i have right now..i'm working on some illustrations and drawings..

send me some loving...if thee wishes..

nighters,
[jacob]