billieprudence

the lemming is not me. the lemming is not me.the lemming is not me.the lemming is not me...
Oh! and yes, my profile pic displays my vag...I'm not an hypocrite, its an 18+ site and I have nothing to hide.

2010..
FINALY
This is going to be MY year.
I dont feel like talking or writing, Im in a very strange feel for like the last 3 weeks. Something is hapenning, go figure what it is, but I feel something...

I got myself a new agent to help me with my modeling stuff. With my severe anxiety problems, and my bpd, having someone who take care of everything is like winning the lotery for me. A lot of things are on the way for me.

I'll turn 35 in April, I dont really care anymore about the fact that being a model over 25 is a real challenge.
I LOVE EVERY MINUTE OF IT!!!! When my time will be over, it will be over and thats all. Enjoy your moments while you are here..this is my moto for 2010.
AND
"If you don't hurry up and let life know what you want, life will damned soon show you what you'll get." - Robertson Davies

I have a set coming up soon called Yamaska, you might not like it since I have tats and that I dont look like an american apparel model...OH NO!!! I said it again... AHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA fucking SG tastes and needs.... We're SLAVES to this site!!! ahahahahhaahh

Its a simple ballad in the Mount Yamaska, in dense vegetation, by the Yamaska river... You probably dont give a fuck, but I walk in this Mount for YEARS now. Its MY Space (uh?)

Im trying to show some improvement in my modeling, no one can really get the real feeling and emotion of another by pictures. I am emotion. whatever... anyone still reading?


Done some very very interesting shoots in december for UK magazine submissions, no names for now. You'll know in time. And I asked this new photographer to help me in my SG quest, she said yes, because she believes in me. Maybe I will never be accepted as a SG, go figure the REAL reasons, but with a REAL ASS KICKER photographer, I might get more respected as a person here.

I will try without the help of the only SG tog around to get to my dream of becoming a Suicide Girl... anyway, according to her Im pure crap, so FUCK the hater who dont even know me. I know my worth. I know Im a great model. And my intentions are genuine. My path is full of obstacles, and I'm getting used to front them.. I am strong. Hyper sensitive, yes, but strong. AND not dumb.. but HARDWORKING!!!!

I have been voted as 2009-2010 model of the year on a modeling website here in Quebec.MDQ- Modeles Du Quebec Not as HUGE as Model Mayhem , but its the biggest website in my province. All the photographers were asked to vote through all the last year, and the results came on january 5th. How do I feel about this? uh..... I'm happy, but DAMN, I never EVER though in a million year that I would be chosen as the model of the year... I'm old, I'm alt and I'm short (5'5")...and I spread... ahahahhahaha I might use my new "title" to get to some other places.. who knows what this might bring...

I am also still very active in the foot fetish scene in Montreal, I will be attending the next Foot Fetish Extravaganza event on january 15th, as a foot model first, and I might want to get into the more Dominatrix role in future events.. I love foot fetish. Really.
Its an obsession. Foot and Nylon... I MELT!!!!!!!

I have lost one great inspiration on january first, due to a 21months lost battle to breast cancer.
Maybe you already know her , if not, its a true spirit that is now resting in peace.

Lhasa de Sela



Ok.. done with the talking.. I said I did not want to write and talk...

PICTURE TIME!!!

Lady Prudence... that would be me
Wow.. this picture was about 1 year ago...


December 29th, at the Bell Center for Cirque du Soleil-Alegria.


My hilarious toes gloves ahahahah


My hilarious chicken roast


The super cool Rocket Dog Retro Rockr raspberry sneakers I got for Christmas because of my friend jaybugg, now serving in Irak. ** Hang in there Jay.. xox and I hope there are girls to serve you
size 5... because I love my feet to be tight


My new Poof! Leggings and SDII versatile tube my sister just gave me for babysitting her daughter, well, my niece, tonight while she follows her husband to a show he's in with his band: tut tut rut tut tut tut tut no joke, thats the name of the band I love to babysit for gifts ahahaha beside, its my daughter birthday so..


birthday means cake!!! My daughter is now 11!!! OMG I feel so old... wrinkles and white ( not grey, WHITE DAMMIT!) hair here and there... but eh! I love to bake cakes to the kids, and this time I made her a pink elephant birthday cake!! And we all loved it!! My passion for bakery comes from my Belgian grandmother, who used to do SUPRA sweet cakes with awesome designs! I have a 1967 guide to creating cakes of all shapes, with great icing ideas.

My award ahahahahah yeah at least I got 100$

Oh.... poor baby

HEEEEEEE-HAAAAAAA!!!!!

AND!!!!!!!! other pics from my very very last shoot on january 10th with David Epstein
(YOU MUST CLIK TO ENLARGE!! THE QUALITY IS AWESOME )


I will keep you updated. I've been told I might be going to Paris in a very short time, for fetish stuff

Thanks for following me, and supporting me.

** OH! I have put some sets in my private albums, some old ones I consider as practice, or that I like and I want to share, **

because I care about you