billieprudence

HI!

I've celebrated my 1st year anniversary on SG and MODELMAYHEM a couple of days ago. Time goes by so quikly!!!....and MM has done sooooooooooooo much more for me My SG experience so far has was more like a pain in the ass... tho it was something so dear to me, and that I really wanted, it turned out more like a nightmare than a dream. I knew about the "kind" of girls, and the "type" of pictures... but I had NO FUCKING idea about the cliques and the high school behavior going all around the threads. I had no idea about the MR and hopefuls being THAT hated by a lot of members, including SGs. Well I guess I had to stick around for a while to know the "real" taste. I'm definitly putting more efforts in my own modeling thing, because I see results. It gives me something I'm proud of. And damn I do work hard for it. I know my worth.

Being rejected by existing groups and community has been part of my reality for a long long time. And here was nooooo exception Sad, but eh... I know the story so well. And what can I say. People dont like me, I dont like them either, why should I be the one to shut up and go? I dont give a fuck anymore.

Model Mayhem on the other hand has opened a LOT of doors to me. I had the chance to see good AND bad, try differents things, realise some fantasies.... Being infront on a lens is what I LOVE. Creating something, a story, a nightmare, creating art.... and being judge for the result, for the final product,... by real art amateur and/or connaisseurs.... not because you dont have the same tastes or opinions than the one watching it.

...anyway... I'm happy with the way thing have been going, I accept the good and the bad, and I suck it in. The rest is up to me. And I'm not going to stop doing what I do. Where there will be new things to try, I will be going. CURIOSITY my friends... thats whats keeping me interested.


SO... what have I been doing in the past days.... A LOT!!!! I had a new haircut, for a new kind of shoot, I changed my hair right after and will change it again as soon as I get my extensions ( its been 10 days I bought them on ebay... they HAVE to arrive soon!!!) I have won an internet contest again, for the month of august 100$ to spend at the online store.. I bought a latex teddy and high thigh boots to go with it.

I need that stuff for a special foot fetish evening in Montreal on september 12 called Plaisirs des Pieds where I am an hostess Those special events are private, its their 2nd edition, I've been asked to do it... I'm curious so I said yes for this time.. BUT NO FOOT JOBS FOR ME!!!! ahahahhahaha

Also this past week-end was the 2009 Montreal Fetish Week-End. I dont think a lot of SG members attended the event because apparently there was some tattoo expo and since you are more interested in tattoos than subcultures..... sad sad sad!!! So many great designers and models were there...some that are my friends and other I didnt knew about.... I still cant believe I met Perish Dignam

Well, anyway.. I have apply 3 months ago to be in the fashion show, and I was chosen by one of the designers 9 days before the show I was in Renee Masoomian's shows. SHE IS TOO FUCKING TALENTED and I really feel lucky to have spent time with her and Dean. I had the chance to hang out in their hotel room with none other than Sharon TK and Nicotine, 2 amazing models I really admire. We were all doing Renee's shows.

Not familiar with her work?? Take a look

this is her


and DEAN


MOSH in Renee Masoomian


some of Renee work

It was a fun and unique experience, and I will be in the 2010 Montreal Fetish Week-End edition for SURE!

Now how about ending this blog with a LOT of pictures? UH?


Pictures from the Billie-in-a-box shoot in late august




Pictures from the shoot with Miss Shank




Pictures of the Fetish Week-End



AND

Renee Masoomian's girls at the Montreal Fetish Week-End




... you found me????

....and a little HD clip of my first time on stage at LATEXTACY

(....thats OK, Renee loves her... )

ENOUGH NOW!!!!!!

have fun

BYE SUCKERS