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Monday blog...

Watching the Belinda Carlisle videography on youtube, I'm totaly relax. Actualy I always feel calm and nostalgic-good when I listen to 80s music, and even more when I look at the videos. The fashion is FANTASTIC and it has inspired soooooo many artists.. the creativity level in those treasures from the 80s is OVER THE TOP. yes the sky was the limit and wow..they were all living in the clouds.. I wish I never left 1984

What have you done in the past week-end? I did a round-trip with my sisters and kids to LaTuque, almost 400km away from my home THE SAME DAY! My sister came to get me and my kids, we dropped my daughter to my older sister, because she wanted to make the trip with her lil cousin so.. , and we left Granby at 7h am, Then we went to Montreal to get my other sister, and we headed to LaTuque ...deep in the woods We got there at 11h45... there was a lot of working on the roads..as usual...

My older sister arrived 1h30 late because she got lost..wrong exit on highway 20... she was in Quebec City almost .... YES it was a family reunion... the kind of reunion you cant skip ( NO I did not wanted to go...) But we had no choice, since it was probably the LAST time we would be 2gether for other reasons than a funeral. 65 years of marriage. That's what we were celebrating. ROSEWOOD anniversary. Thats pretty awesome...
Rosewood is a precious wood used for musical instruments as violin and xylo, marimba and bassoon....even the black chess pieces and billard cues...
Anyway... we were like in the middle of a 60 years old party... eating sandwishes in the hospital garden... My GPs are both sick with Alzheimer. They did not recognized me or my kids... I'm OK with that... its life.
I saw my only cousin with his wife and new-born kid, and his mom, my father's sister..they were the only ones I can remember out of the 50 people there

We left the papy fiesta around 16h30 and went to my other grandma house... she is 88 living on her own and chatting on msn ahahah love her. We had dinner with her and after, my 2 sisters and my son we packed back and headed home. I left my daughter there... I was fed up with her so..... AHAHAHHAHAHAHAHAHA NOOOOOOOOOO
She wanted to sleep there, as my older sis was sleeping there with her husband and 3 kids and they were to bring her back on the next day Overall, the pic nic was fun, we had a great time.

On our way back, we all realised that my little sister was a POOR driver OMG she drives soo dangerously!!! I understand she was drained from the day and the car ride but...damn.... she should have been a F1 driver instead of a human ressource administrator!! ahahaha we made it in 2h30 to Montreal she was safe home

After that, WE had SERIOUS problems :S... yeah we were so tired, and drained... we wanted to go home right away... we needed to fuel up but we wanted to leave the island of Montreal before. BADDDDD BADDDDDD BAD idea.......
Believe it or not, we got stucked in traffic at 12h30 am, trying to get back on highway 40!!! All the access were closed, because of DAMN FUCKING CONSTRUCTION. It took us 1h45 to get out of the island...the other road we took was closed too, because of an accident.... WE WERE DOOMED!!!! And my sister forgot about the gas.... We were yelling and complaining and soo fucking tired... We could hardly see the indications...

After we got off the bridge, it said we had 31km left of gas.. the station was half way.... so in theory we were supposed to be able to get there in time... well not... OMG... She drives a 2008 SAAB 93 2.0 Turbo and the electronic indicator was WRONG!!!!! so we ran out of gas, in the middle of nowhere, at 1h45 in the morning... no credit card for the towing, 10$ in the pocket.... ahahhahahahahha no need to say we just exploded in laughs and then tears.........I got off the car and I yelled and yelled!!!!!!! I was like another me...I was so tired.... stoned from fatigue....

So she called her boyfriend, at home, in Lac Brome... 45 min from where we were... so he could bring us gas... he was sleeping, also tired from his 16h work shift at the prison....... OH God.... nothing worste could have happened ahahahhahah and still we were laughing like mad womans in the car....

another car broke just ahead of us... and his towing truck came to us instead ahahah... we were like.. noooo its not us who called, we dont have the cc with us... he was laughing at us ... We did not tried hitch hike..since there was NO lights and its pretty dangerous to leave the car on highways....
Finally Jo arrived and he saved us with gas from the lawn mower truck...

I said to my sister to go with her boyfriend because Im sure she was not able to drive...it was too much for her... she was up since 5h30 the day before, and with 10h of car in her body.... I though it was better that I keep her car. So we went separate ways, but we finaly returned home safe... WHAT A DAY

When I put my son to bed, I felt like a huge wave in my body and I started to feel anxious and I had a panic attack. I was shaking for all that had happened and I started to cry, and thinking about stupid unnecessary dark thoughs...I asked my son to stay with him in bed and he said yes so I played in his hair to calm down, and I felt asleep.... IM SO WEAK I HATE MYSELF FOR THAT

I have pictures of that trip..but you know what? FUCK OFF I dont want to remember it.

Instead I will post my latest modeling work.

What are my plans for the next week? Get ready for my upcoming shoots with
Michael Andrews, I was supposed to travel with him to TORONTO but I'm too damn broke for the flight so I'm not seeing MissShank BOOOOOUH-HOOOOO... but he promised me he's gonna bring her in a box for me I hope in ONE piece!!!! ahahahhaha I just can wait for Michael to come back from this trip at the end of the week so we can shoot again.... some bondage/gas mask-slapping to the menu this time
AND my new great SG/MM friend TUCCO1976 is coming to Canada very soon!!!!!!!!!! We shoot on June 23, all day, on different locations with a LOT of amazing concepts, fresh from my devious brain We gonna shoot with my doggy too Its gonna be AWESOME and I just cant wait to see him!!!!!

also, I did MANY crazy drunk videos for my producer friend in the last 4 weeks... you can look at the "safe" youtube teaser here... Tangopol Drunk Girls and as you already know, I AM ACTING drunk.... but sometimes I drink for real.. ahahha like the last time Can you make the difference?? Not even me

NO I HAVE NO PLANS ABOUT A NEW SG SET Nobody wants to shoot me ahahah this is terrible I'm not trying anymore ahahahhahha. WELL 4 THE MOMENT
..the photogs I've ask dont want to work for nothing, and they know about SG politics and, well.... you know the rest. they seriously thinks that, unless you are Official SG, or friend with the right people, you barely stand a chance....no mather how talented you are... you have to be on the right side, bla bla bla... If only the RIGHT people could give me my chance ... Lets hope I can make great connections at the SG Gala in July....

I'm tired of writing and I feel I"m going to say stupid ( well maybe too true) things.. So I'm stopping here.

Have a great week, enjoy the beginning of the summer and viva la musica!!!

THIS IS HOW I LOOK RIGHT NOW 21h40 MONDAY


for those who follow my blogs,, do you remember when I told you about the weapons depot of the RECON 2022 and RECON 2023 movie? Yeah, where I had the chance to shoot and meet one of the main actor, well here are some great pics of that past shoot I did on early May


You like it as much as I do?????

and a 80s video to end the blog The SUPER HOT KIM WILDE... this video is TOTAL fashionesque!!!!!! Looks like a Patrick Nagel living painting!!! ahahaha


****CAN SOMEBODY TELL ME WHY SOME PEOPLE STILL HIT THE "I LOVED IT" BUTTON WHEN THE SET IS AWFUL???****