Venting...
Ok so 2 months ago my g/f of almost a yr broke up with me.. We got in a big fight over something stupid an one thing led to another an it got ugly(Verbally). She left that night an it was over. 1 week after we had moved in together officially singed a lease an kicked all my roommates out... I dont think that I have ever been so sad in my whole life... We have started talking lately but every time we do talk or hook up or hangout it either ends in a fight or she leaves and I cry like a lil girl... My mom, an her friends, an some of mine think I can do so much better. And that I deserve better. And i am only hurting myself by talking with her an hooking up. I know this, but I am scared to say goodbye an put my foot down. I want to tell her that either she is in it for 100% to work it out or stop fucking with me an move on... I know she does it to check on me an keep me around. On the back burner so to speak... An this is very hard for me. I love her so much an want it to work out. but part of me just thinks that that is because its comfortable an what i know... I am just so lost and dont know what to do.. I want to move on, but i dont want too until I know exactly what is up... An that's hard for me..
If you have any advice whatever it is please help me lol.. I need it I need advice an anything you can give me
Ross
Ok so 2 months ago my g/f of almost a yr broke up with me.. We got in a big fight over something stupid an one thing led to another an it got ugly(Verbally). She left that night an it was over. 1 week after we had moved in together officially singed a lease an kicked all my roommates out... I dont think that I have ever been so sad in my whole life... We have started talking lately but every time we do talk or hook up or hangout it either ends in a fight or she leaves and I cry like a lil girl... My mom, an her friends, an some of mine think I can do so much better. And that I deserve better. And i am only hurting myself by talking with her an hooking up. I know this, but I am scared to say goodbye an put my foot down. I want to tell her that either she is in it for 100% to work it out or stop fucking with me an move on... I know she does it to check on me an keep me around. On the back burner so to speak... An this is very hard for me. I love her so much an want it to work out. but part of me just thinks that that is because its comfortable an what i know... I am just so lost and dont know what to do.. I want to move on, but i dont want too until I know exactly what is up... An that's hard for me..
If you have any advice whatever it is please help me lol.. I need it I need advice an anything you can give me
Ross
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Most of them are on my legs and than one on my back.
I want a secure job before my arms or anywhere else.
Sadly, money comes first.