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So my little angel leila got archived, for any of you that read her last post in the girls group, no she wasnt talking about me, and yes, shes ok. Go check out her set here and if you want to leave any coments for her, she is still reading the good bye thread Here if you want to send a message to her posting...
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so I went to nyc this weekend. I had been told by my brother that he always has awsome thinngs going on but as it turned tou everything fell through. With the exception of a decent (matine of all times) show at abc no ria where my freshly gauget to 0 earring got riped out through the flared which made the show suck for me...
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strongmad:
Yeah, I read somewhere about the cube. That sucks!
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Fuck yeah!!! my set (see previous entry) is going up! By morning my naked ass will be on the internet!!!!
crackwhore:
rorie:
congrats! biggrin
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So I had my photo shoot for an alterniporn site. (I am a model) saturday. I had a set with my bike which was cool cus I was wearing my bike gang hoody. In fact all the clothes I was wearing were something I made or signifigantly modifyed. I made my pants printed the image on my shirt, made the hoody and printed all the...
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crackwhore:
Congrats
bigpappachappa:
Fuck yeah!!! my set is going up! By morning my naked ass will be on the internet!!!!
www.onlypaperdolls.com
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strongmad:
Good to hear. I'm surprised they didn't stitch it from the picture. I was once up in the mountains camping, running around in a river when I tripped and fell into some petrified branches. I sliced my hand from the top of my ring finger down to the middle of my palm. Being up in the woods, and drunk, I decided not to go for treatment, but I wish I had. I have a lot of numbness there.

Hope everything's going better for you.
kreatinkaos:
Did it hurt biggrin
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Thank you, all of you. I went to a theripist after my first actualy suicidal experience wednesday. I got a lot more out of it then I thought I would. I told him my story and he turned around and told me a lot more things about myself then could have possibly known or interpreted from what I said. I feel lot better then I...
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strongmad:
Thanks for adding me as a friend. A nice surprise on a day I really needed one. Hope you're feeling better.
crackwhore:
Glad you took that first step. I hope everything gets better from here on in.
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If i died, who would realy care? My mom has told me she doesnt want to talk to me because I got her a dvd player for christmass, and she dosent have any. She realy dosent care, obvously. I havent herd from either brother in over a month. And all my friends have been either hurt by me or feel like I am a burden....
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g00000ne:
You sound just like me. My father actually served my mother with papers when I was 19 to change my last name he wanted nothing so much to do with me. Here at 30 I still have his name. My mom and I didn't talk for 4 years and I had to leave home at 17 and was homeless for awhile. It was so hard. I made myself to therapy and get myself together for me, no one but me.

It changed my life what I did for me and when you get sick and tired of being sick you will come around. I would love to email you with my horror stories of what I think of myself but I know one's pain is enough.

hang in there....i have been where you are.
bigpappachappa:
Thank you, all of you. I went to a theripist after my first actualy suicidal experience wednesday. I got a lot more out of it then I thought I would. I told him my story and he turned around and told me a lot more things about myself then could have possibly known or interpreted from what I said. I feel lot better then I have ever have right now.
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I am proud of this..


I am not an anarchist. I am not an atheist. I am not violent. I am not a danger to you and your family. I am not crazy. I am not on drugs. I am not the scourge of society and I will not be the end of civilization. I am a lot of things with my spike covered motorcycle...
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leila:
Yay!!!
I've always liked that essay...
leila:
Holy shit I'm an SG!!!! biggrin
Look at my page!!
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The love of my life, (we are going to call her "K") and I dicided to break up for the "college experience". I had a tist at the start of the semester only to realize that all I wanted was K. I took a deep searching inventory of what I wanted, how she had changed on her own for the better and how I want...
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leila:
"you can't teach someone to swim if you don't know how yourself"
rorie:
where you cant delete it http://suicidegirls.com/members/Leila/, again - it takes 2 to tango.