bigmouthshan

I need motivation, like tons and tons and tons of motivation to lose these freaken 15lbs left to go. Its sooooooooo hard. I wish i liked exercising, but its such a chore for me. I just keep thinking of the summer and how all these hot girls will be out in their little clothes and im going to not be wearing little clothes ahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh sucks.
I found another trainer that is cheaper than the one i had, by $60 a month, so I might go with that guy and its a lot closer than the other trainer I was with. I hate being a woman. lol. I hate having the fat gene and I try soooo hard to just stay how I am. fuck the fat gene. fuck it.

My dog is still in the hospital, they say she is better, so lets see how she comes home. I miss her, she should be back tomorrow.

here are some easter day random pics