Just spent the last 5 hours at a fire with a child fatality, sense a sleepless night coming up. Usually a lot of us in this field shrug it off, and i'm honestly the same way, except when it comes to young kids, for some reason it's the only death I can't seem to just put out of my mind. And seeing the face during overhaul majorly triggers faces of others we weren't able to save. And then immediately after comes the feeling of hatred toward my Captain, and BXO for pulling us out in our primary search of the building. Wish I could figure out why it is that it bothers me so much.
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bigmonkeydik:
@pyrdaemon so true, sucks having them stuck in their old ways @caraphernelia the only part I hate to say the least
chroi:
I understand but it's not weakness at all it wouldn't be right if you didn't feel when these situations happen x