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bigman316

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Sunday Mar 15, 2009

Mar 15, 2009
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looking out my window all i see is dark and grey. some people say it is a miserable way to
start a new day. i guess it is because the clouds are dark, the rain is wet, the mood is
depressed, as sad as things can get.
i embrace the dark, i love the rain, just because it saddens your mood, doesn't mean it
doesn't calm mine. the rain is wet, the sky is grey, other folks would give anything for
all this to go away.
maybe sometimes the rain and dark actually improves my mood. or at the very least
i begin to feel normal, because it is an abnormal day. whisper winds
whisper a thousand voices all being channeled thru my mind, thru body, thru my brain
landing in my soul. each with a message, each crying out to be heard, each having
something to say.
listening, hearing, speaking, moving, embrace the fact the sun won't shine, the smiles
won't smile, the happy people momentarily leaving their world, and for a brief few
moments, or maybe hours, or maybe seconds experience mine. mine is a way i
didn't ask for, didn't wish for, but sometimes want to die for.
i am dark, i am cold, i am grey, i am wet. i am the opposite of what people want,
and trust me, not many people want what i have. which is maybe, just maybe, why
i feel so alone, yet so peaceful all at the same time. dark is my light, embrace it
with all my might, rain makes me sane, sane is whatever insane is not. for
me it is all the same. so maybe, just maybe you can understand why i like the
rain......

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sunshine:
Thanks so much for commenting on my new set! I really appreciate it!

Soapy Kisses

xoxo
Sunshine
Mar 20, 2009
snowdred:
that is so beautiful and kinda romantic, i love it, hope ur cool man xxx
Mar 25, 2009

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