bigman316

so it is monday. my job is driving me nuts...i have officially decided to begin job hunting. between bosses acting stupid, employees acting stupid, people in my own department acting like children, i can't take it anymore. so, wish me luck, however this process could take awhile given the current economic situation. i am trying to be ambitious at home today, doing some cleaning, some...
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okay....so i made it to saturday. work just pushed me to the edge this week, at one point i was so stressed and depressed i thought i could end up in the hospital. i didn't, so that was a good thing. so in the interest of the big man's mental health, i took a three day weekend. soooo....i don't go back to work until tuesday...
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okay so today is monday....labor day holiday. i am off on mondays anyway, so what the heck. i got a phone message from my family at 1:30 pm about the cook out they were having at 12:30. i don't think they plan ahead very well...and since i was and still am in my bathrobe, well no cookout for the big man today. work was not...
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monday.......i had some very ambitious plans for today. emphasis on had. i wanted to run some errands and then maybe go see a movie. unfortunately i wound up hiding in my bedroom for most of the afternoon. i did finally manage to get up and go to the store, but that is it. i am pissed at myself for not really accomplishing anything, then i...
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thought i would shoot out a quick blog. my week has been something like this: work sucks, my life sucks, i have been depressed all week, and that sucks, and it is a week until payday and i am broke, so that also sucks. maybe this blog sucks, i don't know......but that is my life at the moment.

sooooo...... i had a doctor appmt. this afternoon, of the psychiatric type. i am seeing a new, sort of, doctor. because my other doctor changed her schedule to only afternoons, on like, wed, thur, and fri. this doctor has morning appmts that i can go to when i get home from work. ( i work night shift in a hospital) however, this doctor has taken...
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i have alot going thru my mind this morning.......maybe too much to even write here. maybe i should try to sort some of the jumbled thoughts and come back later.... we found out at work last night that someone we used to work with suddenly passed away from illness. traci was a joy to work with in security, everyone liked her, now she is just...gone....
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monday, monday, monday.......a day most folks can't stand, and i don't blame anyone for it. however, i am off on mondays, so i have a bit different view than most folks. i have had a good weekend so far, saturday during the day i drove to neighboring west virginia to visit some friends, and be a part of their child's second birthday party. the bad...
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okay....quick little sunday update. the work week is done, and i now have two days off. i will not see my lovely hospital until tuesday night. the week went okay, we were not very busy, even with the local carnival going on. i don't think i will be doing much on my days off because, well payday is not until thursday, and the big man...
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so here i am on a monday again...... this morning i had to go to court for work. it was very frustrating because the defendant and his public defender talked the judge into yet another postponement, bringing the total to three. which means it could be christmas before this case comes around again. fortunately for me i switched my work schedule so i worked last...
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so anyway....just a quick monday note. survived work this past week, our new supervisor started with us. we are hopeful he will work alright. today i ran some errands in the morning, this afternoon i am at home doing a whole bunch of laundry, some house cleaning, catching up online, etc etc. other than that, i guess i am having an okay day. which is...
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oh what to say???? i survived my work week okay. i haven't been feeling all that well the past few days, but on sunday i slept for like, a million hours, today i am feeling better. i wish it was as simple as flipping a switch to go from depressed to happy....unfortunately it isn't. i have been playing phone tag with my doctor's office all...
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