Been a rough few weeks. My head spins with all the shit going on. I look in the mirror and wonder who I am, or who I should be. At 30 years old, I should know this shot by now, but I got clue. I need a day or two relax and unwind, to ponder on the issues and reflect on the things that have made me happy in the past. What I need is a new course. I may have wonder around lost to find it.