Just so everyone knows how much i love Billy Corgan and the smashing pumpkins. I did this...
Justine never knew the rules, hung down with the freaks and the ghouls "1979"
We tumble out, Into the streets and annie-dog she drags her leash, Pretty face, Ugly mouth, Bitter bred and so released "Annie-Dog"
I wish I'd stand up straight... I wish I'd said things different... I wish I'd said nothing, Things would be so perfect "Blank"
I lay with you, this velvet morning...Stay with me, for a while...Where we run to, is up to you...Just stay with me, for a while "Blue"
Now i'm naked, nothing but an animal...but can you fake it?, for just one more show... "Bullet With Butterfly Wings"
Bye June, I'm going to the moon, It better be by June 'Cause I'm going to the moon...So June, You Better Make It Soon, I hope you make it June, cause i'm going to the moon "Bye June"
Who am I to need you now, to ask you why to tell you no, to deserve your love and sympathy, you were never meant to belong to me "CrestFallen"
All I want is waiting for me there, for me there with my czarina queen of all that I believe... "Czarina"
Past sidewalk ashes, a last lovers arc you come apart to intertwine "Daphne Descends"
My daydream screams bitter 'til the end The love I share -true- selfish to the heart My heart, my sacred heart "Daydream"
Life is so strange...Destination unknown...When you don't know...Your destination...Something could change...It's unknown...And then you won't know...Destination unknown "Destination Unknown"
Disarm you with a smile...And leave you like they left me here...To wither in denial...The bitterness of one who's left alone...Ooh, the years burn "Disarm"
I sit by and watch the river flow. I sit by and watch the traffic go. Imagine something of your very own; Something you can have and hold. I'd build a road in gold just to have some dreaming...Dreaming is free... "Dreaming"
Is it any wonder I can't sleep? All I have is all you gave to me...Is it any wonder I found peace through you? "Eye"
The sun shines but I don't...A silver rain will wash away...And you can tell, it's just as well... "Farewell And Goodnight"
Try To understand...The ones I love...And their demands...It's so unfair...When they can't see...That I'm the boy...Who really needs "Frail And Bedazzled"
Ain't it funny how we pretend we're still a child, softly stolen under our blanket skies and rescue me from me, and all that i believe "galapogos"
Well I met a girl called Sandoz...And she taught me many many things...Good things...Very good things...Sweet things "Girl Named Sandoz"
We all just do as we please false transmissions...I hope god forgives me for my transgressions "God"
Slit my wrists and die a whore...Love to love to love what you adore "Hello Kitty Kat"
The useless drag of another day, the endless drags of a deathrock boy, mascara sure and lipstick lost, glitter burned by restless thoughts-of being forgotton "Here Is No Why"
I am one as you are three...Try to find a messiah in your trinity...Your city to burn...Your city to burn.. "I Am One"
No one knows I can't be wrong...So I'll sing the same old songs...I try to be strong for you "Jupiter's Lament"
La Dolly Vita...Sweet As True Love...La Dolly Vita...Cool as ice cream... "La Dolly Vita"
The roaring city sleeps...Metal fingers clutching dirty sheets and no one comes for free, in this place where the angels sleep... "The Last Song"
Medellia of my eyes...You're the emptiness of love...You're the reason that I write...And if you say you will I will love you still "Medeilla"
And the mouths of babes sing revolution...And the mouths of babes scream disillusion, you can't break what's already broken cause from the mouths of babes comes nothing! "Mouths Of Babes"
I fear that I am ordinary, just like everyone to lie here and die among the sorrows, adrift among the days for everything I ever said and everything I've ever done is gone and dead "Muzzle"
Through these eyes...I deny all I see...Obscured...Through these eyes...Looks like I'm home tonight "Obscured"
And I'll pull your crooked teeth, you'll be perfect just like me...You'll be a lover in my bed and a gun to my head "Ava Adore"
And you're mistaken, it's you that's faking!!! living and breathing and dying too, this message is for anyone who dares to hear a fool...You can't bring me back, you can't bring me back cause i gave it all back to you "An Ode To No One (Fuck You)"
Angel, you know it's not the end we'll always be good friends, the letters have been sent on... "Perfect"
It's a pity were apart...It's shame you broke my heart but i've got a new girlfriend...She looks alot like you dear, no one could ever do dear...All the world must know that i loved you so...Especially when you'd go "Pennies For Sale"
Got me a raygun...Got me an altitude...Can't help feelin' somethin's wrong with everyone of you!!!! "Pissant"
My boredom has outshined the sun...It's all down low I just want to have some...Little fun "Plume"
and in my mind i'm everyone, and in my mind...without a care in this whole world, without a care in this life, it's what you take that makes it right... "Porcelina Of The Vast Oceans"
Inside where it's warm, wrap myself in you...Outside where I'm torn fight myself in two, in two, into you "Pug"
Behind me...The grace of falling snow...Cover up everything you know...Come save me from the awful sound...Of nothing "Quiet"
Consume my love, devour my hate...Only powers my escape...The moon is out, the stars invite...I think I'll leave tonight "Rocket"
Life just fades away...Purity just begs...Dust to dust we're wired into sadness "Rotten Apples"
Let roar these fears to the whore of my tears pure as a light, poured into your eyes suck you like the sap from a tree honey from the dew, from the bumblebees, yeah yeah "Set The Ray To Jerry"
You should know that I love you...We should love like lovers do...And I can't help but fall for you...Oh honey I'm just a fool...Now you know "...Said Sadly"
Way Down beneth my heart, lies a soul that's torn apart, tell me tell me what you're after, i just want to get there faster "Siva"
Ride on, motherfucker...Sister above...Lead on my lover...Daddy's not comin' home "Slunk"
Flower, the pain will wash away...When the sun shines...Climbs through your window into your bed "Snail"
And spaceboy they'll kill me...Before I'm dead and gone...And any way you choose me...It won't be wrong... "SpaceBoy"
All that you suffer is all that you are, all that you smother is all that you are "Suffer"
Cause the dye is cast, and the bitch is back and we're all dead yeah we're all dead...inside the future of a shattered past... "Tales Of A Scorched Earth"
Let the waste cross the ancient trails, to you...Far out beneath the sorrow clouds...Let them taste, the bitter lost mistake of you.... "The Tale Of Dusty And Pistol Pete"
Is it bright where you are? And have the people changed? Does it make you happy you're so strange? And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flame...We can watch the world devoured in its pain "The End Is The Beginning Is The End"
Pink ribbon scars...That never forget...I tried so hard...To cleanse these regrets...My angel wings...Were bruised and restrained...My belly stings "Today"
And the embers never fade, in your city by the lake...The place where you were born...believe, believe in me "Tonight Tonight"
A cherry onion...Firefly...Tastes sweet and white...as you are blue, knows just what she wants to do with you... "Transformer"
Pledged your faith my heart embraced, struggle to renew...Blurry mind so hypnotized, fast enough who... "Tristessa"
I'll never see what you see, it's not me...So beautiful and free...I'll never be what you need can't help at all...I was born so beautiful but now I'm ugly "Ugly"
We only come out at night, we only come out at night, the days are much too bright, we only come out at night... "We Only Come Out At Night"
On dead highways, her black beauties roam for june angels, so far from home for a love lost, a faded picture to tread lightning, to ink the lavender skies "Where Boys Fear To Tread"
You can knock me, I don't care! You can mock me, I don't care...And you can rock me just about anywhere it's alright "You're All I've Got Tonight"
Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me! "Zero"
So may you come with all your knives, you'll never take me alive, with all the force of what is true, is there nothing i can't do? i can't go on, digging roses from your grave, to linger on beyond the beyond, where the willows weep, and the whirlpools sleep, you'll find me, and the nightmare rides on... "Behold! The Night Mare"
But beware...All those angels with there wings glued on...'Cause deep down...We are frightened and we're scared...If you don't stare "Cherub Rock"
i'm going crazy...i'm going crazy...i dont want feelings, your feelings...i have gone...crazy...motherfuckin'crazy..i have gone... "Crazy"
Justine never knew the rules, hung down with the freaks and the ghouls "1979"
We tumble out, Into the streets and annie-dog she drags her leash, Pretty face, Ugly mouth, Bitter bred and so released "Annie-Dog"
I wish I'd stand up straight... I wish I'd said things different... I wish I'd said nothing, Things would be so perfect "Blank"
I lay with you, this velvet morning...Stay with me, for a while...Where we run to, is up to you...Just stay with me, for a while "Blue"
Now i'm naked, nothing but an animal...but can you fake it?, for just one more show... "Bullet With Butterfly Wings"
Bye June, I'm going to the moon, It better be by June 'Cause I'm going to the moon...So June, You Better Make It Soon, I hope you make it June, cause i'm going to the moon "Bye June"
Who am I to need you now, to ask you why to tell you no, to deserve your love and sympathy, you were never meant to belong to me "CrestFallen"
All I want is waiting for me there, for me there with my czarina queen of all that I believe... "Czarina"
Past sidewalk ashes, a last lovers arc you come apart to intertwine "Daphne Descends"
My daydream screams bitter 'til the end The love I share -true- selfish to the heart My heart, my sacred heart "Daydream"
Life is so strange...Destination unknown...When you don't know...Your destination...Something could change...It's unknown...And then you won't know...Destination unknown "Destination Unknown"
Disarm you with a smile...And leave you like they left me here...To wither in denial...The bitterness of one who's left alone...Ooh, the years burn "Disarm"
I sit by and watch the river flow. I sit by and watch the traffic go. Imagine something of your very own; Something you can have and hold. I'd build a road in gold just to have some dreaming...Dreaming is free... "Dreaming"
Is it any wonder I can't sleep? All I have is all you gave to me...Is it any wonder I found peace through you? "Eye"
The sun shines but I don't...A silver rain will wash away...And you can tell, it's just as well... "Farewell And Goodnight"
Try To understand...The ones I love...And their demands...It's so unfair...When they can't see...That I'm the boy...Who really needs "Frail And Bedazzled"
Ain't it funny how we pretend we're still a child, softly stolen under our blanket skies and rescue me from me, and all that i believe "galapogos"
Well I met a girl called Sandoz...And she taught me many many things...Good things...Very good things...Sweet things "Girl Named Sandoz"
We all just do as we please false transmissions...I hope god forgives me for my transgressions "God"
Slit my wrists and die a whore...Love to love to love what you adore "Hello Kitty Kat"
The useless drag of another day, the endless drags of a deathrock boy, mascara sure and lipstick lost, glitter burned by restless thoughts-of being forgotton "Here Is No Why"
I am one as you are three...Try to find a messiah in your trinity...Your city to burn...Your city to burn.. "I Am One"
No one knows I can't be wrong...So I'll sing the same old songs...I try to be strong for you "Jupiter's Lament"
La Dolly Vita...Sweet As True Love...La Dolly Vita...Cool as ice cream... "La Dolly Vita"
The roaring city sleeps...Metal fingers clutching dirty sheets and no one comes for free, in this place where the angels sleep... "The Last Song"
Medellia of my eyes...You're the emptiness of love...You're the reason that I write...And if you say you will I will love you still "Medeilla"
And the mouths of babes sing revolution...And the mouths of babes scream disillusion, you can't break what's already broken cause from the mouths of babes comes nothing! "Mouths Of Babes"
I fear that I am ordinary, just like everyone to lie here and die among the sorrows, adrift among the days for everything I ever said and everything I've ever done is gone and dead "Muzzle"
Through these eyes...I deny all I see...Obscured...Through these eyes...Looks like I'm home tonight "Obscured"
And I'll pull your crooked teeth, you'll be perfect just like me...You'll be a lover in my bed and a gun to my head "Ava Adore"
And you're mistaken, it's you that's faking!!! living and breathing and dying too, this message is for anyone who dares to hear a fool...You can't bring me back, you can't bring me back cause i gave it all back to you "An Ode To No One (Fuck You)"
Angel, you know it's not the end we'll always be good friends, the letters have been sent on... "Perfect"
It's a pity were apart...It's shame you broke my heart but i've got a new girlfriend...She looks alot like you dear, no one could ever do dear...All the world must know that i loved you so...Especially when you'd go "Pennies For Sale"
Got me a raygun...Got me an altitude...Can't help feelin' somethin's wrong with everyone of you!!!! "Pissant"
My boredom has outshined the sun...It's all down low I just want to have some...Little fun "Plume"
and in my mind i'm everyone, and in my mind...without a care in this whole world, without a care in this life, it's what you take that makes it right... "Porcelina Of The Vast Oceans"
Inside where it's warm, wrap myself in you...Outside where I'm torn fight myself in two, in two, into you "Pug"
Behind me...The grace of falling snow...Cover up everything you know...Come save me from the awful sound...Of nothing "Quiet"
Consume my love, devour my hate...Only powers my escape...The moon is out, the stars invite...I think I'll leave tonight "Rocket"
Life just fades away...Purity just begs...Dust to dust we're wired into sadness "Rotten Apples"
Let roar these fears to the whore of my tears pure as a light, poured into your eyes suck you like the sap from a tree honey from the dew, from the bumblebees, yeah yeah "Set The Ray To Jerry"
You should know that I love you...We should love like lovers do...And I can't help but fall for you...Oh honey I'm just a fool...Now you know "...Said Sadly"
Way Down beneth my heart, lies a soul that's torn apart, tell me tell me what you're after, i just want to get there faster "Siva"
Ride on, motherfucker...Sister above...Lead on my lover...Daddy's not comin' home "Slunk"
Flower, the pain will wash away...When the sun shines...Climbs through your window into your bed "Snail"
And spaceboy they'll kill me...Before I'm dead and gone...And any way you choose me...It won't be wrong... "SpaceBoy"
All that you suffer is all that you are, all that you smother is all that you are "Suffer"
Cause the dye is cast, and the bitch is back and we're all dead yeah we're all dead...inside the future of a shattered past... "Tales Of A Scorched Earth"
Let the waste cross the ancient trails, to you...Far out beneath the sorrow clouds...Let them taste, the bitter lost mistake of you.... "The Tale Of Dusty And Pistol Pete"
Is it bright where you are? And have the people changed? Does it make you happy you're so strange? And in your darkest hour, I hold secrets flame...We can watch the world devoured in its pain "The End Is The Beginning Is The End"
Pink ribbon scars...That never forget...I tried so hard...To cleanse these regrets...My angel wings...Were bruised and restrained...My belly stings "Today"
And the embers never fade, in your city by the lake...The place where you were born...believe, believe in me "Tonight Tonight"
A cherry onion...Firefly...Tastes sweet and white...as you are blue, knows just what she wants to do with you... "Transformer"
Pledged your faith my heart embraced, struggle to renew...Blurry mind so hypnotized, fast enough who... "Tristessa"
I'll never see what you see, it's not me...So beautiful and free...I'll never be what you need can't help at all...I was born so beautiful but now I'm ugly "Ugly"
We only come out at night, we only come out at night, the days are much too bright, we only come out at night... "We Only Come Out At Night"
On dead highways, her black beauties roam for june angels, so far from home for a love lost, a faded picture to tread lightning, to ink the lavender skies "Where Boys Fear To Tread"
You can knock me, I don't care! You can mock me, I don't care...And you can rock me just about anywhere it's alright "You're All I've Got Tonight"
Emptiness is loneliness, and loneliness is cleanliness and cleanliness is godliness, and god is empty just like me! "Zero"
So may you come with all your knives, you'll never take me alive, with all the force of what is true, is there nothing i can't do? i can't go on, digging roses from your grave, to linger on beyond the beyond, where the willows weep, and the whirlpools sleep, you'll find me, and the nightmare rides on... "Behold! The Night Mare"
But beware...All those angels with there wings glued on...'Cause deep down...We are frightened and we're scared...If you don't stare "Cherub Rock"
i'm going crazy...i'm going crazy...i dont want feelings, your feelings...i have gone...crazy...motherfuckin'crazy..i have gone... "Crazy"
VIEW 3 of 3 COMMENTS
jennifer:
yeah the journal is so longgggggggggggggggggg. But I agree Billy Corgan and the smashing pumpkins rock. And the music he did for SPUN WAS AWESOME!
rxqueen:
just stoppin' by to say hello