Why is it that you want the things you probably can't have? I mean i feel like i can but a part of me is like WTF are you thinking? I'm a sap. I keep dreaming of a woman and i think of her constantly. I'm serious i dream of her almost every night, every night. the other night i dreamed of another woman and it was cuz she was trying to kill me. You know most of the time you see what you wanna see but other times it's obvious what's goin on. I've loved but never been loved. But i feel it's true like the song says "If she is bad, he can't see it. She can do no wrong" Also i've tried to stop this feeling too. I know i shouldn't try to ruin a couple that works and nothing is seriouly wrong. I know in my mind i shoudn't but i still can't help it. I'm lookin for advce i'm mainlly just venting, i have no one to talk to about these things so typing it out at least helps and it dosn't feel so bottled up. I can let it out in some way.
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This was a fucking bad ass movie! The man had the "cancer boy" shake his hand for selling cigarettes! I love it. It's so wrong and ass backwards but for some reason i love it. that is a real quote from the movie too he was labeled as "cancer boy". "It's not about being right, it's about proving them wrong" i think that's how it went. My dad smoked forever and he died at 61 and it wasn't from smoking. He even had a sign in his office "Thank You For Smoking" when everyone else was having the "Thank You For Not Smoking" signs up. Everytime i put my psp in it's pouch and in my shirt pocket i think of my dad with his pipe tobacco pouch in the same spot. I dont' smoke cigarettes and i dont' think i will "It's an expensive habit and as you said i can't afford it"- The Fish in Deep Cover. anyways i do smoke cigars when i'm feelin good or to celebrate something or kick back. i maybe have one once a month cuz i gotta have one to enjoy so it's not unusual to smoke one cigar for $15 or more.

This game is pretty cool so far. Good combat, gotta beat robots up to take their weapons to use as your own, you start off with just you mitts, well head and back too. head butts, shoulder/back pushes. You get a gun and mount it on your head! that's fucking crazy but it's fun. Very high energy soundtrack too. Not very cheesy but it's likable and dosn't destract from the game at all. Plus it's on of the few games you can multi-play with one game on the psp.

Classic. some old moves and secrets apply i've noticed. Game does get hard which is great. Prolly the most you'll die in a Mario game.
In other news this week....

This was a fucking bad ass movie! The man had the "cancer boy" shake his hand for selling cigarettes! I love it. It's so wrong and ass backwards but for some reason i love it. that is a real quote from the movie too he was labeled as "cancer boy". "It's not about being right, it's about proving them wrong" i think that's how it went. My dad smoked forever and he died at 61 and it wasn't from smoking. He even had a sign in his office "Thank You For Smoking" when everyone else was having the "Thank You For Not Smoking" signs up. Everytime i put my psp in it's pouch and in my shirt pocket i think of my dad with his pipe tobacco pouch in the same spot. I dont' smoke cigarettes and i dont' think i will "It's an expensive habit and as you said i can't afford it"- The Fish in Deep Cover. anyways i do smoke cigars when i'm feelin good or to celebrate something or kick back. i maybe have one once a month cuz i gotta have one to enjoy so it's not unusual to smoke one cigar for $15 or more.

This game is pretty cool so far. Good combat, gotta beat robots up to take their weapons to use as your own, you start off with just you mitts, well head and back too. head butts, shoulder/back pushes. You get a gun and mount it on your head! that's fucking crazy but it's fun. Very high energy soundtrack too. Not very cheesy but it's likable and dosn't destract from the game at all. Plus it's on of the few games you can multi-play with one game on the psp.

Classic. some old moves and secrets apply i've noticed. Game does get hard which is great. Prolly the most you'll die in a Mario game.