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Well, post virginia I'm doing pretty well, but still looking for love. I know it'll come some day. Just pouring myself into work, and that's going well. I have an idea for a book, going to see how that goes, don't get much time to work on it, though, so busy at work. Just sitting in a cab stand right now, listening to rock 93.5,...
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Its not what you think

Love is a many faceted thing,
You give a promise, I give a ring.
A vow I give
Together we live.

Who am I kidding, because love stinks.
Personalities clash, its not what you think.
All out for ourselves, and you end up alone,
Yet, to the bars we go, like a tomcat, we roam.

We search and search, for...
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Its amazing how quickly things can change for the worst! One week I'm on top of the world, the next, I'm in the deepest gutter. Exactly one week, to the day, of meeting this lady, someone, who claims to know me, tells her all these lies about me, and ruins it all. I was angry, hurt, and offended, that someone would have such hate for...
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I've been struck by the love bug. She's such a wonderful person. We can't get enough of each other. I'm a very happy man.

Well, nobody may read this, but it is good to write things down, and if none read this, then I will consider this my diary. As I wrote earlier, I have met a lady of great worth, and I find myself quickly falling in love. What's more, she has returned my affection, and my heart is overjoyed. I have waited ten years to find a...
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Wow, guys! I met a lady yesterday and took her to lunch today. We've really hit it off and I have high expectations here. Ill keep you posted.

Today, I want to share a poem that I wrote a few years back. It says a lot about who I am.


A Poets Lament

Perhaps it is the fault of my imagination
Trying to improve my situation
Wanting, desperately, to find the good life
Settle down, have kids, and a wife

I wanted to have two kids and a dog in the yard
Nevertheless,...
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Oh, to be young again,
how different I would've been!
I would've been more confident
Spent more time with my friends.

I would've been more focused,
Not dealing with the hocus pocus.
Would've been more decisive,
A lot less devisive.

Less likely to be judgemental,
Not as tempermental.
More accepting of others
But not a love that smothers.

But alas! This cannot be,
For I'm...
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