big_lie

fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck fuck

i realize that the things i want from other peoples' lives are all bullshit. i want those times when they're lying to themselves. when its all just a front. when they shouldn't be happy but they can't know that so they are. all these things i hate are the same things that i want from them.

sobriety rules!!!
(heavy sarcasm)

This is my fav'rite disease.
I am sleepy with these dreams.
The TV is on.
It is seeping into me.
It is guiding my dreams.
It is only three,
so it's Jeopardy.
You can go and burst
my tiny bubble,
blow me off without a care
but I am sleeping where I want to.
This is my fav'rite time.
I can sleep until the phone...
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in this world was intense. and then the night ended. now i'm here.

i'm going to see the film "in this world" tonight. pretty siked.

today was a pleasant surprise

i'm sad, and sleepy, and hungry... and such is life.

i'm taking a pass at reintegrating myself into the larger world by heading out to a party tonight. the outcome is questionable.

last night i saw the "a mighty wind tour." it was one of the most comedically inspiring things i've ever seen. that whole group is brilliant.

i love this fucking site.

i'm feeling pretty low tonight. anyone thinking happy thoughts?