I've started to wonder if i will ever get ahead. It seems that their is always something to do or somewhere to go. I want to sit on my ass and do nothing. (aleast for a day) My body is wore out and my mind is never where it should be. Having a 9 month old, building a new house, being married, and running a busniess the shit never ends!!!!!!!!!!!!!! We haven't been on a vacation for over a year. On top of that the couple we usually vacation with are getting divorce.
Then I wonder if I'll be a good dad to my son? Yes, I've read a book but I think that's bullshit. My dad never read a book. Only time will tell.
BIGBOY
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BIGBOY
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ferretbite:
By all means don't. That's what I'm stuck with right now, and doing nothing kind of sucks you know.