i was playing WoW today, i know, big suprise...shut up!
anyhoo
this dude was lookinng for an enchanter, so i asked him what he need done, he said he had mats he was trying to get rid...well ihappened too need large radiant shards, and he had those. so i met up with him and he told me i had to take the whole lot and name a price...i said 15g...he then gave me three trades full of chanting mats. no big deal i know...but the thing is he gave aboout 150g qorth of mats and i only payed 15g!!! w00t
on a side not i've been thinking about my pops lately, like all day everryday. i keep seeing him laying on the flor in his kitchen dead (for those that dont know he passed away in september from a heroin overdose. he didnt actually do heroin since he was in his 20's. he had been having horrible insomnia he would be up for a week and would start see people that werent there and other shit like that. about a monther or tw before this happened he started to give me his most prized possesions. abouot a week before he was at my hoouse swimming and he told my mum that he just wants too day and end evveything, he couldnt take it any more..he was also very sick, he had several strokes and was in hospice care for awhile. the night he o.d.'d i talked to him earlie n the day and he told me he wanted t get some heroin, i gt mad at him, he told me he was joking he was just gonna get ludes...cause thas better....that night he called me really fucked up to tell me he loved me and that was the last time i spoke to him.) i know it wast an accident, he had ever intention of dying. and that how he waws found, by his brother about 20mins before me and thediz were gonna head out there, lying on his side n the kitchen floor.....sory for the pressing blog, but sometimes you just gotta let it out. our relatinship wasnt that great for the past 5 years, but we were finally geting along....
so yea
n another side not....diz: about half way through this blog play crack the sky came on and i cryed ='[
k bye
<5
billieb
p.s.
i love you dad
anyhoo
this dude was lookinng for an enchanter, so i asked him what he need done, he said he had mats he was trying to get rid...well ihappened too need large radiant shards, and he had those. so i met up with him and he told me i had to take the whole lot and name a price...i said 15g...he then gave me three trades full of chanting mats. no big deal i know...but the thing is he gave aboout 150g qorth of mats and i only payed 15g!!! w00t
on a side not i've been thinking about my pops lately, like all day everryday. i keep seeing him laying on the flor in his kitchen dead (for those that dont know he passed away in september from a heroin overdose. he didnt actually do heroin since he was in his 20's. he had been having horrible insomnia he would be up for a week and would start see people that werent there and other shit like that. about a monther or tw before this happened he started to give me his most prized possesions. abouot a week before he was at my hoouse swimming and he told my mum that he just wants too day and end evveything, he couldnt take it any more..he was also very sick, he had several strokes and was in hospice care for awhile. the night he o.d.'d i talked to him earlie n the day and he told me he wanted t get some heroin, i gt mad at him, he told me he was joking he was just gonna get ludes...cause thas better....that night he called me really fucked up to tell me he loved me and that was the last time i spoke to him.) i know it wast an accident, he had ever intention of dying. and that how he waws found, by his brother about 20mins before me and thediz were gonna head out there, lying on his side n the kitchen floor.....sory for the pressing blog, but sometimes you just gotta let it out. our relatinship wasnt that great for the past 5 years, but we were finally geting along....
so yea
n another side not....diz: about half way through this blog play crack the sky came on and i cryed ='[
k bye
<5
billieb
p.s.
i love you dad
helly:
Sending you lots of loves lady. Sometimes you have to let it all out. 