What a crap day! Why is it that I'm either totally happy or totally sad? There never seems to be an inbetween for me, it's one or the other. My boss was being a pain in the arse today - apparently someone from salary called her and said I have too many days off, 'not that you're in trouble or anything' she said she' just wanted to let me know'. I've almost been there a year and have only had like 6 days off. Plus i was suppposed to go to a Listening Skills workshop at work but I'm having trouble hearing properly out of my right ear!!!
It looks as though my friend that was going to the US with me in July has piked - meaning I have no one to take photos of the things that are extremely important that I need pictures of for my project I'm working on - plus no one to come hang out with me on the Warped Tour....
The zine is falling behind (story of my life), I have 100+ CD's to review but no time to do. I still haven't sent the compilation CD away to be pressed as I'm still waiting for one track from one of my good friends' band.
I feel totally unappreciated by certain people.
I have no best friend and my other good friend is going to Vietnam for who knows how long! And he's getting engaged to a girl he's known for like 3 days!
My mum has been sick again.... sometimes it's so hard to look after her, I feel like I'm being the parent and her the kid, Alzheimers sucks. It's like how do you tell your 69 year old mum 'no' when she's doing something bad for her? She is always telling me life sucks, and that she's going to run away so no one will find her and that frightens me 'cause what if she did? Sometimes when we go to the local shopping centre (which we've been going to for years) she can't remember where she is. How would she get back home if she wanted?
I'm so in lust with the most beautiful girl and she to with me but, her boyfriend isn't into sharing... what an asshole. Why is it that when ever I find a beautiful boy or girl there's some crappy obstacle to fucking them?!!! The world would be a much nicer place if everyone was secure about themselves and within their relationships and everyone could just fuck.
There's a million more reasons why today sucks (listen i'm starting to sound like my mum) but I spare you all the pain and won't go on. I might go to the beach tomorrow, the water always seems to cheer me up -
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr............. B xoxoxo
It looks as though my friend that was going to the US with me in July has piked - meaning I have no one to take photos of the things that are extremely important that I need pictures of for my project I'm working on - plus no one to come hang out with me on the Warped Tour....
The zine is falling behind (story of my life), I have 100+ CD's to review but no time to do. I still haven't sent the compilation CD away to be pressed as I'm still waiting for one track from one of my good friends' band.
I feel totally unappreciated by certain people.
I have no best friend and my other good friend is going to Vietnam for who knows how long! And he's getting engaged to a girl he's known for like 3 days!
My mum has been sick again.... sometimes it's so hard to look after her, I feel like I'm being the parent and her the kid, Alzheimers sucks. It's like how do you tell your 69 year old mum 'no' when she's doing something bad for her? She is always telling me life sucks, and that she's going to run away so no one will find her and that frightens me 'cause what if she did? Sometimes when we go to the local shopping centre (which we've been going to for years) she can't remember where she is. How would she get back home if she wanted?
I'm so in lust with the most beautiful girl and she to with me but, her boyfriend isn't into sharing... what an asshole. Why is it that when ever I find a beautiful boy or girl there's some crappy obstacle to fucking them?!!! The world would be a much nicer place if everyone was secure about themselves and within their relationships and everyone could just fuck.
There's a million more reasons why today sucks (listen i'm starting to sound like my mum) but I spare you all the pain and won't go on. I might go to the beach tomorrow, the water always seems to cheer me up -
grrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrrr............. B xoxoxo