An Emo day in paradise....
It's not even 8am in my part of the world and I've already been in tears twice this morning. I have the day off and should be happy as - I have (as always) a million things to do. Funny thing is I never feel like I get anything done. I feel so stuck in a rut. Sure I'm always doing something it's just that something never seems to add up to much. I went to a seminar for work the other day and this guy had this analogy of a see through cup representing time and then layering sand (the small unimportant things), pebbles (the kinda important things but not really) and then the rocks (the really important things)... I've come to the conclusion my cup is mostly full of sand, followed by a thin layer of pebbles and then there's a couple of rocks that poke out the top.... and then the rest of the rocks are just sitting on that table beside the cup looking pretty. I also did this quiz in one of those girl magazines yesterday, it came to the conclusion I'm a dreamer, floater and introvert - it said something like "I should take a break from fairy land as there's bills to pay down here". I like faries, sometimes they seem like they'd be much more fun to hang out with than human folk. Even a magazine is telling me I pretty much suck.
What's so wrong with being a dreamer anyway? Didn't James Dean say "Dream like you'll live forever, live like you'll die tomorrow" I'm with Jimmy on that one... Anyways I should stop yapping and get myself together and start filling my cups with those darn rocks. Hopefully no more tears.... sometimes I get so sad....
sigh~ B xoxo
It's not even 8am in my part of the world and I've already been in tears twice this morning. I have the day off and should be happy as - I have (as always) a million things to do. Funny thing is I never feel like I get anything done. I feel so stuck in a rut. Sure I'm always doing something it's just that something never seems to add up to much. I went to a seminar for work the other day and this guy had this analogy of a see through cup representing time and then layering sand (the small unimportant things), pebbles (the kinda important things but not really) and then the rocks (the really important things)... I've come to the conclusion my cup is mostly full of sand, followed by a thin layer of pebbles and then there's a couple of rocks that poke out the top.... and then the rest of the rocks are just sitting on that table beside the cup looking pretty. I also did this quiz in one of those girl magazines yesterday, it came to the conclusion I'm a dreamer, floater and introvert - it said something like "I should take a break from fairy land as there's bills to pay down here". I like faries, sometimes they seem like they'd be much more fun to hang out with than human folk. Even a magazine is telling me I pretty much suck.
What's so wrong with being a dreamer anyway? Didn't James Dean say "Dream like you'll live forever, live like you'll die tomorrow" I'm with Jimmy on that one... Anyways I should stop yapping and get myself together and start filling my cups with those darn rocks. Hopefully no more tears.... sometimes I get so sad....
sigh~ B xoxo
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suicide_reese:
oh and ps i have that dress ur wearing in ur user pic, ehehe
rocketeer:
are you coming to prodigy ?