Madball were amazing last night!! Their energy was pretty intense. Freddy has soooo much charisma. Against were great too but, it's weird seeing them play without Chris - I guess we'll all get use to it in time. I talked to Chris last night and he' s been slowly but surely working on something new, I can't wait it'll be awesome whatever it is. I took some pix of Madball, they didn't turn out the best... I think I was standing in a crudy spot. I could see everything fine but I was right near the air conditioner and it was freezing.... it was a big contrast to the rest of the place though, everyone else was mega sweaty.
I think I saw... actually I'm pretty positive I saw Rocketeer but by the time I'd finished speaking to the people I was with he was gone
oh well I'm sure we'll run into each other around the traps sometime. What else? Ummm I'm not going to work today because I sick. I've been sick the last few days... I'm still waiting on test results from the doctor so hopefully it's all not too bad... fingers crossed xxx. Why is it that when it rains it pours? There's one crappy thing after another!! It'll all pass though, I just got to hang in there.
I have an interview today with Good Charlotte, I know lots of people hate 'em but I don't, so I'm pretty excited.... something to look forward to in the day, I just hope I get a little better by then, lots of vitimans, water and herbal tea methinks. They're also playing tonight with Day Of Contempt and The Bleeders should be fun... Once again going by myself just like I did to Madball - I guess when you go it solo you don't have to worry about anyone else....
Lately when I go to shows even though the bands are great and putting on a good show and the crowds all getting into it and I know it's all totally good I still feel a little sad... It's funny 'cause for the last ten years I've been telling myself that the punk rock & hc scene has given me a place to belong, lately more and more I'm starting to think that's not true because I don't feel I fit in or belong, in either scene.... there's things I thought I got from it but I'm coming to the realisation that it's all just inside me and through music I hear, bands I see or people I connect with, it all just taps into things that are already within. It's hard to admit but sometimes when I am at shows I wonder what the hell and I doing here? There's got to be something more? Does anyone else ever get those moments?
love & light,
B xoxoxo
I think I saw... actually I'm pretty positive I saw Rocketeer but by the time I'd finished speaking to the people I was with he was gone
oh well I'm sure we'll run into each other around the traps sometime. What else? Ummm I'm not going to work today because I sick. I've been sick the last few days... I'm still waiting on test results from the doctor so hopefully it's all not too bad... fingers crossed xxx. Why is it that when it rains it pours? There's one crappy thing after another!! It'll all pass though, I just got to hang in there.
I have an interview today with Good Charlotte, I know lots of people hate 'em but I don't, so I'm pretty excited.... something to look forward to in the day, I just hope I get a little better by then, lots of vitimans, water and herbal tea methinks. They're also playing tonight with Day Of Contempt and The Bleeders should be fun... Once again going by myself just like I did to Madball - I guess when you go it solo you don't have to worry about anyone else....
Lately when I go to shows even though the bands are great and putting on a good show and the crowds all getting into it and I know it's all totally good I still feel a little sad... It's funny 'cause for the last ten years I've been telling myself that the punk rock & hc scene has given me a place to belong, lately more and more I'm starting to think that's not true because I don't feel I fit in or belong, in either scene.... there's things I thought I got from it but I'm coming to the realisation that it's all just inside me and through music I hear, bands I see or people I connect with, it all just taps into things that are already within. It's hard to admit but sometimes when I am at shows I wonder what the hell and I doing here? There's got to be something more? Does anyone else ever get those moments?
love & light,
B xoxoxo
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things change, the scene changes, your needs change....i could go on forever about it....but essentially its all about how you feel and whats important to you.